vendetta

TW. sh
          
          i want to continue being a positive person but as soon as it happens everything crumbles around me. i hurt myself again, it's been a long time since i stopped, i can't stop crying in bed rn. i've calmed down a bit, my eyes are so puffy and sore and so are my wounds.
          
          i'm sorry mom. i didn't mean to do it again, please don't cry like you did the first time, i'm so sorry. 

just put my account to dark mode holy shit it's so weird cause i'm so used to light mode but it's fine cause dark mode forever :)

alright, i feel like i should address to anyone who doesn't understand racism and anyone who doesn't believe the rights for black people are valid. i am a filipino 13 year old. when i found out i was bisexual i thought my parents were going to beat the living hell out of me. they aren't that kind of people but at the time i was at the most horrible point at my life. i knew that i could be beaten or killed for MY OWN PREFERENCES because someone wouldn't agree with my own choices. but i can hide my sexuality around the people i don't trust with that secret. black people cannot hide their skin colour i'm not black and will never ever understand what it feels being black. i know aspects of it because of similar situations, but that's it. i saw a video of a 10 year old girl crying because she knows she's going to get KILLED for her skin colour. skin colour shouldn't be a privilege. my skin shouldn't be a shield. black people shouldn't be killed for it. i saw a video of a lady asking a group of white people if they wanted to be treated the same as black people, they obviously said no. we have all been learning this since when you were in elementary, treat others how you want to be treated. black lives matter, it's a simple human right but all you racist people aren't making it simple. no child should go through this horrible nightmare. a young girl who looked around my age has lost 3 of her brothers to racism, her voice, her expression, she is broken. she's tired of her people being killed. i don't agree with acab because it's the same as saying that all black people are gangsters. some cops are good but it's their system is what makes them racist. black lives DO matter, get it through your thick skull.

this virus is making me have such a hard time, my mom is sick and i hope it's just a cold.

yo for a sec your art books weren’t loading and i was about to say “ dONT TELL ME THEY WERE DELETED “ cause your art is too good-

You're so much good at drawing! :3

Everything's so white though- mY EYeS-

Wattpad changed their logo, wowie

sad boi joji mood

ACKKKK-- School is coming and multiple emotions are flowing in me ;v;