cycloneyolo

Ang sakit. Ang sakit sakit. Ewan basta ang sakit lang na hayy. I don't wanna sleep. Ayoko na.

cycloneyolo

This will end soon. I'll just fade without no one will notice. I'll just fade like a bubble. I'll just fade and will not come back again. Coz this is the reality, this is the life. We all come and go. We love but never get loved. I smile but it will be a fake one. I laugh but behind that is a tear. I'm strong hides my weakest link. I'll make sure I will never feel this kinds of emotion again. I will stop. My heart will stop. It's all up to my brain. I did it before, I think I can do it again. Coz it's too painful. It's too hard for me to accept that I can't have you. It's too stupid for me acting I'm all fine but for real I'm not.

cycloneyolo

Masakit sobra. Yung friendzone ka na nga kailangan mo pang itago at ipakitang wala ka ng nararamdaman at ok lang sayo na gang mag bestfriend na lang kayo. Seems like ice is slowly covering my heart once again. Nararamdaman ko nanaman yung sakit. Pero wala i need to respect her decision, sino ba naman kasi ako db? A random person who intrudes her life. Fvck Cee you're doomed. You're hopeless again. Once again you felt like you're not worthy of someone who you love. Ha ha ha ospital nanaman bagsak ko malamang. Wala ka nanamang nagawa. Well that's life may dapat at di dapat so I guess di ako dapat magmahal, di ako dapat mahalin. Hayyy ayoko na talaga. Naiiyak nanaman ako.