I thought I should post a little story I found. It's super sad but reminds me some what of myself! Credit to PurpleGirl
If you wanna cry even more, here's a sad story to go with the song: a boy's lifelong best friend, commits suicide. The boy feels horrible, and starts feeling as if he should commit suicide as well. His parents send him to a therapist, where he is told it's not his fault, and is taught how to help prevent others from committing suicide. The boy forgets all about his depression and gets caught up in helping prevent suicide. He grows up to become a very successful therapist, helping patient after patient. One day, he meets a little boy who seems strangely familiar, but knows he doesn't know him. He's been battling depression and has just now confessed to it. He does everything to help the little boy, and becomes confident in saving him. One day he doesn't show up for his session, but his crying parents do. They show the therapist a suicide note written by the little boy. The therapist thinks he's failed again. After a while, though, he realizes he did everything he could. There was no way he could have saved him, or his lifelong best friend. That's when he realizes no one can be saved, ever. The therapist kills himself.