hello there

I NEED TO CALM DOWN- I HAVENT EVEN FINISHED MY BOOK YET (i’m close tho. she’s almost done i promise) BUT IM COMING UP WITH A WHOLE LIGHTNING ERA SEQUEL DAYDREAMING IN THE CAR— 
          
          

super graphic ultra modern girl by chappell roan is about my lord, savior and wife, marlene mckinnon and i will be taking no questions on the matter.
          
          idk i can just like see her at a common room party like 5th year or something (possibly slightly—very—drunk) and just realizing that that dude she came with isnt as hot as she thought earlier. 
          
          but yk who is? 
          
          dorcas meadowes. 

after much deliberation, i’ve officially made the decision that ‘the prank’ will in fact, NOT occur  in Whatever it Takes :)
          
          
          violet and regulus generate more than enough angst, drama, and despair on their own… so i think i can spare you the sirius and remus angst b-plot  <33
          

would you guys be mad at me if my songs/playlists for whatever it takes didn’t match the time period…? 
          
          bc like i have queen… but also like paramore… and taylor swift… 
          
          im having a really tough time making this cohesive *cries* 
          
          pls send help </3
          
          

WATTPAD— BESTIE— GIRLY-POP— WHY IN THE EVERLOVING FCK ARE YOU GETTING RID OF DM’S?!? ITS ALREADY BAD ENOUGH YOU DONT LET ME USE MY EMOJIS WHEN I WANT TO-
          
          HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TALK TO BESTIE AND LOML @pinkribcvn NOW???

the way i'm looking back at some of my older aesthetics i've made (capitol crime era & several older currently unpublished fics) and wishing that I could find whatever possessed me to make them so good bc these newer ones (the unreleased whatever it takes ones) actually SUCK SO BAD.

slightly worried about the new wattpad 18+ content rule… like don’t get me wrong makes total sense, it’s just ai being in charge of just deleting content is hella annoying & scary 
          
          good thing im starting to backup everything/have copies elsewhere just incase 

thinking about the library nook and getting violet and reggie withdrawals :( 
          
          can’t wait to finish this school year so i can spend more time completing/finalizing the rewrite <33

thinking about posting the aesthetics and stuff for Whatever It Takes (the second try) to try and force myself to actually finish writing it… idk i’m conflicted bc it still might be a bit and i don’t wanna like pull your arms and stuff… idk~ we’ll see 
          
          
          
          
          
          (also should i add characters that become more prominent later in the main aesthetics page even tho it’ll take a bit for them to show up or just drop their aesthetics when they become more prominent?) 

i just realized i didnt actually add it to my last update... but my tumblr is fandom-crashlanding if you wanna go check it out, if not thats fine its just a handful of cringy xreaders and me rambling about my life lmao