Yes, in fact, almost everyone does! It's a natural psychological instinct to create other realities of your life, yourself, your surroundings and something that seems like the perfect ideal life for yourself.
But I'll tell you what, you will be 19 one day, you can still become a YouTuber, when you're old enough to move house, you can go move to England, you can consult one of your parents about being homeschooled maybe. No, you don't need help. This is what we all do :)
By what I have read you already seem like a perfect person already! Try to accept yourself, because I don't need to know all your details to already know that you are beautiful in your very own way, in every single way. If a total stranger who doesn't know what you look like thinks you are beautiful, that clearly means a lot! Ha ha ha. You are a wonderful being. Brilliant, just the way you are, there is no need to try an be someone else :)