deleted_360

Hello everybody. Yes, it’s me. I know you’re all wondering what happened to me, and why I did what I did. I was in a terrible mental state, and I’m so sorry for leaving so abruptly and so terribly. I was young and very unhealthy. I did stupid things and made so many, so so many mistakes. I know you were all so worried and I was so so selfish for not saying anything but I was trying to recollect myself and get through what I did. I’m currently 2 years clean and have a very healthy mental state. Thank you all so much for your concern and worries. I love you all and I’m so happy you supported me when you did. I was a stupid kid and I said so many stupid things and I’m so sorry for that. I’m also so sorry for many people I triggered and so many people I hurt out there. I want you to know from the very bottom of my heart I’m sorry. And for anyone who went through what I did, please stay here. It gets better, it does. If you ever need help, call 1-800-273-8255. Getting help is so important, and it’s what helped me stay here, what helped me become strong and become the better person I am today. I will not be returning to this account but thank you so much for your support and love and worries, and I wish you all the best and I wish you all love and peace and prosperity. ❤️❤️

mymikcsa

@deleted_360 i'm happy you didn't do it! glad you got better. :)
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erm_actually

@deleted_360 though I'm kinda new to your books and all of that,  I'm glad your feeling better and got help.
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KMH360

@deleted_360 i happy to know your okay
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deleted_360

Hello everybody. Yes, it’s me. I know you’re all wondering what happened to me, and why I did what I did. I was in a terrible mental state, and I’m so sorry for leaving so abruptly and so terribly. I was young and very unhealthy. I did stupid things and made so many, so so many mistakes. I know you were all so worried and I was so so selfish for not saying anything but I was trying to recollect myself and get through what I did. I’m currently 2 years clean and have a very healthy mental state. Thank you all so much for your concern and worries. I love you all and I’m so happy you supported me when you did. I was a stupid kid and I said so many stupid things and I’m so sorry for that. I’m also so sorry for many people I triggered and so many people I hurt out there. I want you to know from the very bottom of my heart I’m sorry. And for anyone who went through what I did, please stay here. It gets better, it does. If you ever need help, call 1-800-273-8255. Getting help is so important, and it’s what helped me stay here, what helped me become strong and become the better person I am today. I will not be returning to this account but thank you so much for your support and love and worries, and I wish you all the best and I wish you all love and peace and prosperity. ❤️❤️

mymikcsa

@deleted_360 i'm happy you didn't do it! glad you got better. :)
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erm_actually

@deleted_360 though I'm kinda new to your books and all of that,  I'm glad your feeling better and got help.
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KMH360

@deleted_360 i happy to know your okay
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Friesyum8

hey? like everyone else, I read that note after your fanfic. are you okay? you haven’t been active. did you actually do it? if you didn’t yet, please reconsider. countless of people have reached out for your well being. so please update us so we know that your alright. that’s all I ask author chan. maybe you’ll even find that life is worth living. if I’m too late, I just want anyone else reading this message to send their prayers just as I did. 
          
          <3 don’t die on us now

nightdevil2007

Are you ok! I just finished reading your book please tell me your still alive! Suicide doesn’t fix anything I swear it’s still worth it to live you do have a future ahead of you I’m sure you can work out how to get help for yourself but please let me know if your alive!

diehoein

She survived she just updated the book
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nightdevil2007

In your comments you can see a lot of people do care about you and I can tell from your writing that you are an amazing person plz still be alive!
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otaku_lose_r

Okay I’m new but I just finished reading one of your books. But you didn’t finish it and the ending you gave was that you were committing suicide. Honey please no, but since you haven’t been active since 2017 I’m guessing you a: did, or b: tried and are in a clinic or something. But I know you might never read this but you were talented, funny, and creative. I wish so much that you reached out but I have a feeling it’s late. And this is to those thinking about it. Don’t no. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. If you feel alone, tried, scared or just want to give up keep freaking fighting. I came really close to throwing myself out a window but my body wouldn’t let me open the window and I laid on the floor crying. But all of you are beautiful souls and if you want a friend well you can talk to me. I won’t give out my number but you can talk to me through here or instagram ( CarolineHart558) . Just don’t joke okay. I’m not a therapist and I’m not trying to be. But if I can help someone in anyway possible I will. Without hesitation. And just remember that even if you don’t believe it if you were to kill your self then someone would be broken afterwards. If you can’t do it for yourself save you for them. Because if you do want to die then you know what real loss, depression, anxiety, or anything related to that feels like. So I love all of you my baby angels and I’m really hoping that the girl that runs this account is okay. Just please be okay please, please, please. My offer still stands.

diehoein

She survived she just updated the book
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