demonlover47

I'm deleting Wattpad and Instagram because of stuff aren't cooling down and I loved being on this community thanks for being my light everyone I guess this is goodbye forever

demonlover47

Me*singing* I was cheated on by you you know when I thought it should come to a end there's a fire within my soul Jamie: just one ring I forget everything me:  just one more I hear a ring mama mia it goes one of us is crying one of us is laughing you can dance see that girl it's only natural why did it have to be me take a chance on me don't go wasting your emotions don't go showing ur devions mama mia where we go again why why why did I let you go? 
          Yup I made a fun mix with my oc & creator self cause why not?

demonlover47

Me singing in rl: the day we met I felt so lost you entered my life I started to beileve things could feel lighter one week later I knew you were always there for me I thought nothing could change you said I'll always be with me I had loved you for a million miles I loved you for a million miles later days passed heart felt so blurry family had fallen everyday I missed your smile I just wanted you to tell me I wasn't alone one month later apart of me was fading it never lied I still missed you it hurts so much to feel you are gone felt forgotten I still waited for a million miles I loved you for a million miles more one month later....one month  later one month later(past me): I don't know how to deal without....you z: youll be alright (yup I thought  about her again)

demonlover47

I'm back only for reading and writing stories not roleplay/chats I'm sorry for feeling home sick/emotionally unable to be online I am not done being on Wattpad I will let y'all know how I'm doing you can follow on my social medias if you like
          YouTube channel: anti jayden
          Tik tok: xxxrocketfangirlxxx
          Facebook: jayden bentz
          Roblox: mhaavenger47
          Snapchat: jaydenmqueen
          I'm starting the avengers stories shortly when I feel like going on the app other words I hope you have a good day

demonlover47

For everyone that known me I might have to take a long vacation from Wattpad life and I am not really in the best condition at this moment I had been dealing with depression from zeilo leaving choir family stuff I don't think she remembers me the time we last connected we were both 14 I was about to be 15 I had feel like we had a connection that's how it became bad for me I had missed her alot

demonlover47

I just remembered a ton of things with the past life in stjohnsville..... I had four friends but they didn't trust me as a young kid canjo was better screw jovonnis opinion you might've gotten thrown a guy to the ground what did you do make it I fell for we hugged after he left me just to think I was a outcast I'm happy jovonni leaving made me realize he didn't deserve me meeting new people made me feel happier without a bad boy if he tried to visit me he could still talk like friends do I actually make things hard I'm not sure honestly I'm happy to found a commuuty to make me smile also feel safe after I reach out to you guys