★ im so done with life. my heart conditions getting worse, schools getting stressful, my childhood friend just passed away, my family hates me, i cant cry or talk to anybody, my life sucks. my insomnia and depression is getting worse and talking about it isnt helping at all, i always want to cry even dealing with a minor inconvenience makes me want to cry. i wish god could pick a struggle: make me fat and a teenager or an insomnic depressed kid who also has a heart condition. sigh.