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I couldn't have been more wrong I really thought he felt the same all my friends said it seemed like it. I even spent weeks being so pathetic and searching up those like "how to tell a guy I like him?" or "how to know if a guy likes me". So guys it's almost been a week since that happened and the awkwardness its killing me. 
          I am in TEARs i should never have told him it completely ruined our friendship. 
          I want to go back to how we used to be. so I want to just talk to him about anything but I chicken out because 'will he think i am trying to talk and spend time with him because i still want to date?' 
          I mean yeah I wish we could be more than friends but if not then I want to atleast be close friends like better then we were before (i know, how stupid of me to think that this could just make us grow closer) 
          Every time I turn to look at him I see him looking at me and sometimes we make eye contant for a few seconds. Idk what this means and I have a WEEK to fix this and make our friendship better. 
          Guys idk what to DOOOO? please please give me advice I am dying u have no idea how much I have cried. 
          Now I can't even comment to my friends if he looks hot or whatever because they just look at me with pity and say it's over and that i should get over it. and I know I should i'm trying but, still. 
          
          
          Please give me ADVICE and comment if u can relate . hopefully as soon as possible, 
          I HAVE A WEEEk!!!

SORRY AGAIN BUT THE RANT ISN"T OVER

back to more present time
          See the thing is he will be leaving the school at the end of this school year so I won't see in as regularly and I wanted to tell him before he could leave. (he doesn't have any social media like snap or instagram). 
          My friend and I decided that they were going to tell him that  I had a crush on him at a party that we had last friday night. We had been planning how to tell him for weeks. 
          The night of the party. my friend chickened out and didn't want to tell him. I decided that if she didn't tell him then I would. I wanted a picture with him incase I ruined anything by telling him. we took a very cute picture together, (we look adorable together by the way, my friends agreed) later I finally worked up the courage to tell him. 
          
          Now have in mind this is the first guy I ask out. 
          So I go up to him and I noticed he looked a little down so I ask what is wrong and tried to cheer him up, he didn't open up. 
          I proceeded to tell him. "so my friends have been hyping me up all night to tell u this and I finally worked up the courage to tell u, I kind of like  u and was wondering if u wanted to hang out sometime?" 
          GUYS he NODDED!!!! 
          I didn't know what else to do (have in mind it's my first time doing this) so I stood up and walked away but before that here comes the terrifying part.......... 
          
          I PAT!!! his BACKKK and left without another word. 
          
          I had a sleepover with my best friends that same night so the day after they helped me text him and ask him for a more verbal or written response to what I had told him. 
          so I start by asking how he is because again I had noticed he was down at the party. 
          it turns out, a family member of him had died. 
          another thing that went wrong I had horrible timing. 
          
          we talk and then I proceed to ask if he remembered what I had told him the night before. he says he does to I ask if he feels the same. 
          he said  
          
          
          "I think u are an amazing and great person but, I would like to just be friends" 
          
          PROCEED to cryyyyyyy

ANYWayyy 
          
          So me liking him turned into a full hardcore crush a few weeks ago at the cast party when he gave a really sweet toast. I spent that party crying with my friend over our crushes because she has a similar problem. at the end of the party he left his jacket. now I love this jacket it looks so hot on him (and on me) so I took it so I could give it back to him on monday. I wore it the whole ride in the car because it smelled just like him. when I got home I wore it too and saw that it looked so cute on me. (call me creepy or stalkish, I don't care) I put hung the jacket in my closet so the amazing smell of his cologne would imprint on my clothes. yeah I know CREEPY . anyway getting side tracked AGAIN. I ended up giving it back to him obviously no matter how much I wanted to keep it.

Let me just stop and take a minute to say why I like him so much: 
          
          1. He is soooooo HOT(like great hair abs and arm muscles and everything) 
          2. plays baseball and is very passionate about it
          3. he is the funniest guy 
          4. But if u get him going on about something he is passionate about or a good topic u will have the most interesting and serious conversation ever. 
          5. He is soo nice, 
          6. He is a huge gentleman
          7. his mom is amazing like the relationship they have is so cute (she loves me by the way) 
          8. Not as important but kind of hot: He is pretty rich but doesn't brag about it. instead he likes to spend his money wisely, and saves up for important things. 
          9. He smells amazing, like his cologne is soft yet strong and when I smell it, i don't lie when I tell u, I can't think straight. 
          10. he is a very well dressed guy. like im talking long nice jean pants and button up shirt. 
          11. he is not embarrassed to look ridicules in front of others like he will break out dancing crazily and it's adorable and hot. 
          12. he isn't one of the annoying jocks or popular guys in my school even tho he easily could be. 
          13. while everyone used to find him really annoying, or didn't take much responsibility when working with others, every time he worked with me he acted amazing and we shared the responsibility of the work. 
          14. He matured over the last 4 years and has taken on more leadership and responsibility. He is a photographer and media person at events 
          15. AND A WHOLE LOT MORE BUT I WON"T BORE U ANYMORE:)))

So, where to start? I currently had my first heartbreak. 
          
          About 3 months ago I developed this crush on this amazing guy, 
          He and  have known each other and been friends since we where 4. 
          I realized I was crushing on him at a friends party during an interesting game of truth or dare, my friends helped me realize that the reason why I craved to spend so much time with him (we were currently working to make a school theater production so we spent a long time together) was because I liked him. after that I couldn't stop thinking bout him. Every time I saw him I couldn't focus on anything else. My friends kept teasing me because I couldn't get him out of my head and kept talking about him. 
          
          Let me just stop and take a minute to say why I like him so much: