i love u.

See I know I am about to lose everyone and everything. I am slowly losing everyone. One by one. Everyone will be gone soon and I will slip into insanity and lose myself

Thank you for reading my first poem I hope you guys like it. This is all from my heart and mind and experience https://www.wattpad.com/story/104095234

I need new friends

All of my friends out there are most likely fake and like to talk shit behind my back.

This is the first time I have feelings for no one. My depression has pushed me into a place where i cant feel anything at all. Pain, Love, Feelings. Nothing

im so sorry this is happening to you.... can we talk? I can relate with you...

You know I am sorry for the way I treated you
          I am sorry for the way I told you I loved you and then just left like I was never there
          I am sorry for all the shit I put you through
          I am sorry I treated you like a brick wall
          I am sorry that I never made you happy
          I am sorry that I was never there
          I am sorry I fucked up your life
          I am sorry I fucked up your feelings
          I am sorry I fell in love with you 
          I treated you like shit
          I hurt you
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          You were my best friend
          I sat here for honestly a while thinking what happened
          If I still have feelings or not
          Part of me wants to say yes and part of me wants to say no
          There were so many great times we had together like being with each other for at least 5 hours laying in your bed watching movies. Always meeting up places to hang out in the day time. After school id come over and we would lay together and forget our problems. I still remember when we laid there at 7:00 PM watching deadpool. We were cuddled up next to each other and then I look over at you and you looked at me.. We had our first kiss that night.. I wont forget that at all. You probably thought I did but no.. Yeah I miss it. I still remember the day we pulled that stupid little prank on your friend at the park. When he was on his way. We hid behind that wooden wall. It still kind of makes me laugh.. We fight a lot, you know.. I hate the way I get mad at you for no reason.. I honestly think I am just bipolar towards you.. I really don't know.. Its almost 5:00 AM and I am writing this.. I think about you a lot.. I really do care about you. I want you to know that. I don't just miss the way you kissed me or the way you touched me or the way you hugged me or even cuddled me.. I just miss us. Us as in our relationship. No wonder why I can't have a decent relationship cause I think I fell in love with you. You probably don't have feelings for me anymore but i do.. I miss you

1 thing 2 say 3 words 4 you.... i miss you

diamond bullet and a gun made of gold she was covered in blood last seen in san fransisco

I've swallowed all your answers
          I've swallowed all my pride
          You've used up all your chances
          Can't keep this all inside