Edith Redwood

Hello! How have you guys been? So sorry I haven't written or updated in a long while... school's been really busy lately, and I'm...sort of running on adrenaline, and sort of running out of ideas- I wanted to ask if you guys had any prompts or genres you want me to explore or try? It might take a while, but I want to write some things you guys will enjoy- feel free to put them in the comments! 

"it's impossible for me not to love you. Because as long as I live, I'll love you still." 

"it doesn't matter what universe we're in. As long as we exist in the same world, I love you still."

there are times when the words don't reach, 
          where words are nothing but a mess of letters lodged into my throat 
          I try to breathe, 
          but i'm afraid still
          every breath seems to falter in my throat, 
          the pit in my stomach feels endless, 
          everything is simmering 
          if only there was a way 
          to chase all my fears away 
          where i could go on a day 
          where i'm not afraid 
          that one day i'll end up dead, 
          or worse, useless 
          find out nothing i did mattered 
          but everything matters too much 
          its insane 
          the games your mind can play 
          when everything goes quiet
          i don't know if i can hide it 

In English we say: "I miss you" 
          In poetry we say: 
          The days come and go in a quiet whisper
          I've lost track of time and of place 
          The world halted when you left 
          Leaving me with nothing but placid memories 
          A hallucination 
          Of what we once had, 
          Of what I still seek 
          There's a place in my heart 
          That now stands hollow 
          In place of the space 
          Where you used to be 
          
          
          

You tell me not to worry 
          I know I should stop
          Letting things like these set me in a flurry
          My world comes to a fleeting halt 
          "If you love me, trust me," 
          I do, But in my mind, 
          I'm falling behind 
          I should let things be 
          Set them free 
          But fear creeps 
          That quiet voice 
          That tells me to look behind 
          Never seems to fail 
          And I falter 
          In hopes that someday, I'll be able to get further. 

Updated MDZS Oneshots! Just in time, lol- I promised myself I'd finish this story by today... 
          https://www.wattpad.com/1434803261?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=edith343redwood

I love you 
          Never because I have to, 
          but because I do 
          
          Talking to you feels like coming home on a warm summer day 
          Every time we meet up, 
          I wish you'd stay 
          
          But you're not mine to admire 
          Not mine to love 
          Not in that way, even if you're a treasure trove 
          
          Of everything I love, everything I admire 
          Every time your eyes light up, 
          The flames in my heart grow higher 
          
          Your voice is like music, 
          They soothe my ears 
          And yet I hold onto every word 
          
          Of everything you say, everything you do 
          Sometimes I just wish that there's room in your heart for me, too. 
          

"do you believe in fate?" 
          
          "Not enough to trust it, but some things are just meant to be." 

i love you, 
          that's not a secret 
          but if you ever realised exactly how much i do, 
          maybe you'd regret 
          saying "Me, too" 
          
          every text of yours is kryptonite
          your words keep me awake through the night 
          i love you like the day, 
          even when your hair turns grey 
          but you hide me in the night 
          and i wish it didn't bite
          my heart 
          yearns for you still 
          can you hear it too?