ely5ian

hi my loves,
          	
          	longggest time no see, so most of you probably don't even care any more understandably (it's been quite literally years) but i've gotten a couple messages in regards to re uploading the chapters of ruin me,
          	
          	which i am now deliberating in my head as, i wrote this book when i was very young and naive, and had quite a warped sense of love, so the older chapters seem cringe and quite frankly problematic (including sa and just abusive, toxic behaviour) now i know this is just a story but still i would like to be selective in the content i put out.
          	
          	however what i can do, after publishing a few more edited chapters (because i really want to avoid the genuinely problematic bit) and i can re upload all the older chapters while i continue to edit and re upload the newer ones behind the scenes, or i can just keep rewriting and upload it in its entirety when it's complete,
          	any opinions?
          	
          	also i hope you are all doing well, i've missed you all dearly!!!

Tassiataylorr

@ely5ian I support whatever you do, I've missed this book so much. Please upload new chapters when you can.
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browhat12354

@ely5ian OMG YES I MISSED RUIN ME SO MUCH PLEASE PUT IT BACK
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euphxriiq

I remember reading the older version of ruin me and I did like it, looking back on it now it definitely gave me euphoria vibes but I definitely think some of the scenes regarding the toxicity and stuff def could’ve been worded/written better if it makes sense (idk how to describe it help ) but I definitely think you should do what feels best to you because regardless I will love it <3
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ely5ian

hi my loves,
          
          longggest time no see, so most of you probably don't even care any more understandably (it's been quite literally years) but i've gotten a couple messages in regards to re uploading the chapters of ruin me,
          
          which i am now deliberating in my head as, i wrote this book when i was very young and naive, and had quite a warped sense of love, so the older chapters seem cringe and quite frankly problematic (including sa and just abusive, toxic behaviour) now i know this is just a story but still i would like to be selective in the content i put out.
          
          however what i can do, after publishing a few more edited chapters (because i really want to avoid the genuinely problematic bit) and i can re upload all the older chapters while i continue to edit and re upload the newer ones behind the scenes, or i can just keep rewriting and upload it in its entirety when it's complete,
          any opinions?
          
          also i hope you are all doing well, i've missed you all dearly!!!

Tassiataylorr

@ely5ian I support whatever you do, I've missed this book so much. Please upload new chapters when you can.
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browhat12354

@ely5ian OMG YES I MISSED RUIN ME SO MUCH PLEASE PUT IT BACK
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euphxriiq

I remember reading the older version of ruin me and I did like it, looking back on it now it definitely gave me euphoria vibes but I definitely think some of the scenes regarding the toxicity and stuff def could’ve been worded/written better if it makes sense (idk how to describe it help ) but I definitely think you should do what feels best to you because regardless I will love it <3
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euphxriiq

AHHH SHES BACK!! I’m so happy you’re back  and doing well! I loved the chapter and I’m super excited to read more!

euphxriiq

I’m doing well! I love you tooo <3
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ely5ian

HEY GURRLLL i love youuuu! hope you’re doing well also!!!
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