emmasqv

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Quick vent 
          You know whats so fucking fucked up? Me crying my eyes out bc I hate my body and the boy ive liked for about 4 years now never showed any interest in me, knowing damn well I hate hearing "go do some sports" I eat a whole fucking nutella jar in a day if im depressed enough and I cannot go a day without drinking coffee AND/OR drinking a coca colla bottle or a Monster plus my undying love for mcnuggets-
          :"))))

emmasqv

@obsessingovernewtmas thank you and tbh im sorry you feel that no one deserves to feel that way
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obsessingovernewtmas

@emmasqv I feel this. You can always talk to me in dms if you want. I'm always here <3
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emmasqv

I NEED CHEESY ROMANTIC MOVIES RECOMANDATIONS LIKE RN PLEASE IM BEGGING

emmasqv

@thomasmybeloved is that on netflix or should I begin searching 
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emmasqv

@-Paper-Thin- i've seen them all istg 
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emmasqv

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Am I the only one or like do any of you get affected by small things? Like I was talking with my best friend and a friend of ours from another claas and we found out a teacher that I really loved said we as a class are only book smart and nothing after that and my bestie kept agreeing and saying we only hunt good grades and we really are stupid and I felt like fucking shit-

obsessingovernewtmas

@emmasqv I feel you. My old friends (nicely we aren't friends anymore) used to say stuff like this and i would just stand there and drown in my repressed feelings.....probably not the healthiest thing to do but i didn't have anyone to tell about it so yeah. Basically, yeah, I get this.
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emmasqv

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I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF THE "COOL KIDS" LIKE STFU the girls in my class cried that they are gonna fail a test and I told them to fuck off because they ALWAYS say that and they said nono fr they actually failed and I BELIEVED THEM and now im sad bc I almost failed and they got a 100%. FUCK YOU. Honestly im happy you have a perfect body and you love yourself and you are confident and you party all night then get good grades BUT PLEASE FUCK OFF I CANT ANYMORE I DONT EVEN HAVE MOTIVATION TO LEARN ANYMORE 

devilladyM

@emmasqv i hate when all they do is cry because they didnt study and say they'll get an F and then they get perfect grades
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emmasqv

I will vent here becuse i feel like none of you know me irl so you cant really judge me that hard. 
          So most of my fiends are queer yk i hang out with lots of queer people and I didnt even notice that at first. I love them so dont y'all think im homophonic ew. Naturally I love getting involved in stuff like defending human rights and I am a huge ally. But i am a straight white girl. Idk how to explain this but my social media has been full of stuff like "straight white girls are horrible" "straight white girls arent allowed to read this book" "straight isnt a sexuality" yk stuff like that and it may be childish but i started feeling like I dont belong in my friend groups anymore or that im a bad person if I tell my queer friend how shitty my life might be sometimes. And idk what to do

emmasqv

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JESUS FUCK GUESS WHO FINISHED HEARTSTOPPER IN A FEW HOURS AND NOW IS REWATCHING AND WAITING FOR S2

emmasqv

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HEARTSTOPPER IS OUT TOMORROW
          HOLY FUCKING HELL???? HOW ARE WE FEELIG GIRLS BOYS GAYS AND THEYS

ellislovesmeowing

@emmasqv IM SCREAMING BC HEARTSTOPPER ISNT COMING OUT FOR ANOTHER 10 MINUTES BC OF TIMEZONES
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