looking at the stars

maybe this is the last time i'm here. but i don't thinks so. cause coming here always feels like a little escape. even though no one is reading this. it gives me peace knowing i can put it out there. write it down. maybe just for myself. maybe only once a year. but that's enough.
          grateful, always x 

might have posted something because i'm currently drowning in thousands of thoughts in my head. and boredom. miss ny, miss my friends. miss this version of myself. but i've learnt a lot recently. about myself and about life.
          stay kind x

hello. i'm not sure if anyone is gonna read this, but hi. i miss being here. i don't think i'll write more poems (mainly because i have writer's block) but also because so much has changed. i mean basically everything. and i'm still figuring that out :) but i see you, your stories, your notes. and it makes me so happy that i can always come back here and feel safe. drowning in endless pages, letters, words. home.
          xxx

❝ to be human is to be filled with emotions. let yourself free. allow yourself this necessity. instead of pushing the anger away or cowering from the envy, accept it as a part of your being. instead of telling yourself this is not who you are, give room to the negative emotions and let them pass by in a tide. we're a mix of good and bad both and sometimes, it takes experience to know. there's balance in everything. day and night. sun and rain. sky and ground. highs and lows. rise and fall. submit yourself to nature's dispense and watch yourself grow. ❞

❝ one thing i have learnt this year is to live and live in the moment. life is tough, life is overwhelming and life is a struggle. a struggle to hold on. a constant battle of choosing between what it is and what it should be. this year, you found yourself in situations you never could've possibly imagined yourself to be in. you looked for yourself in everywhere you went and everyone you met. you thrived, you survived, you tried - even if barely. for the year, days, life to come, live. live in the moment. stay. breathe. it gets better. ❞

if you could only listen to one song for the rest of you life, which would it be?

i love autumn. actually i love every season :) but right now i can start my obsession with pumpkin recipes, stevie nicks and big sweaters again yay

Hi there

Hey! Would you mind checking out my poetry book? I would be so excited to here your thoughts on it! 

i'm playing chess right now and i have absolutely no idea what i'm doing. so i guess i won't be like beth harmon