Ami

Writer, you didn’t give up. You gave it your all. That’s why you stayed for so long in that relationship. At some point one has to decide to love yourself enough to walk in a different path and seek the happiness that you deserve. What you’re doing for your well-being right now, takes a lot of bravery. I see now that the story you are writing has the essence of what you are going through. I now know the character that represents you in the story. Take your time. Seek for things that will give you comfort and happiness even if they might be small things at first. You are strong. You can do this.

Hello my friends, 
          
          I am doing better. I have read all your messages and your comments and I cannot express how grateful I feel for the love I receive from your end.
          
           About my personal life that I've shared with you in the past, I want to update you all because of I'm coming and crying in front of you, it is my responsibility to share what is going on. So, basically I've given up. I've given up and let go of the constant worry for a person who is not ready to commit. Whatever the reason maybe, but the lack of serious commitment after 11 years of relationship is disheartening and saying it out loud again and again is embarrassing. So I've given up on it and have left everything on universe. God will take care of me, my life, happiness and sadness. I know it will be a long time for me to be totally over that thought but I've taken the first step. Let's see how this goes for me.
          
          As for my stories, books, reading or writing, I haven't done anything in a long time and writing has been a dream these days and it feels like I've lost my touch. 
          
          I know you all are still waiting for the story that is not completed and trust me as a reader I understand how frustrating it is to not get a complete story, but please understand that writing comes naturally to me and currently I'm not myself so it just doesn't come to me, the words. 
          
          I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart for making you all wait for so long, but I will surely finish that book one day, I'm just not sure when. 
          
          I am grateful that you all have not left me and I truly value you all like my dear friends.
          
          I will be back soon♥️

How have you been writer? Have you made any decisions on what you told us? I truly hope you feel better. 

When will you get update the next chapter.... We are waiting so long...plz upload the next chapter...plz plz plz plz

Can anyone please help me with some advice to let go of a person who has been in your life for 11 years? I am way too hung up on his whereabouts that I am mentally unable to focus on anything else. All I want to do is know what he's doing, where he's going, why am I not a part of his life like I used to be, why are there people who are more important than me? 
          
          Please guys!! Please help me. Because this constant overthinking is killing me from the inside. I cannot even focus on my hobbies, my work or my family for that matter. 
          
          All that matters to me is that one person who has so many priorities except for me being in the list? 
          
          Please help me! I beg you all!!! Please! 
          
          I don't have anyone. I feel like I am totally alone.. 
          
          Please! 

I'll try to write more chapters on Wednesday. Let's see if I can update this week or not:) 

A new chapter is updated:) ♥️
          I just published "Forty Two" of my story "✧A Love So Wrong✧ •Jikook•(Slow Updates)   ". https://www.wattpad.com/1414122226?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=eternally_jikook

Baby................,......, 
          
          When
          
          Will
          
          U 
          
          Update? 
          
          U've
          
          Promised
          
          Me... 
          
          

Lovelly.... When will u update love is so wrong?? 
          It's been hundred times I checked the notification... 
          

I will write jikook too that's for sure, but I'm also thinking of expanding this page to other kinds of fanfictions as well like you know related to anime. Maybe a crossover kinda thing, like jikook and one more couple from my favourite shows and animes and whatever it is. Tell me what you all think? 
          
          A) Write Jikook and expand to other fandoms too by writing fresh stories for them.
          B) Write Jikook and add crossover to it from other fandoms.