euphoria_jklover

I have student council results coming out tomorrow, wish me luck y'all T-T

jewels-of-sapphire

hope you're doing alright
          
          you haven't been active in a long time

euphoria_jklover

@TheWritersReign 
            School's hectic, I understand. But take good care of yourself. Health is wealth after all. Take a break sometimes, it helps.
            
            It happens, just relax. You'll get the spirit back, just wait. God has everything planned, just take care of yourself.
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jewels-of-sapphire

@euphoria_jklover I've been busy too. School takes a lot longer now. And science has me taking labs instead of experiments, so paperwork takes longer now, too
            
            I also don't really sign into Wattpad anymore. It's not like I don't use it, I've just become infatuated with Tumblr and am trying to get my blogs under control. I also don't have anything to write nor the attention span to read something
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euphoria_jklover

@TheWritersReign 
            Haha, yes, I'm doing okay. School started in August, and it got really hectic, so I did not get the time to open Wattpad.  Plus, I had exams the previous week. How've you been? <3
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euphoria_jklover

WHY is it so hard for family, at least in my case, to accept that trauma cannot just go away. If something triggers me, is it so hard to not bring it up? It's not even just talking, it's literally constant bullying now. Why do they not understand that forcing me to not be afraid or traumatized because of that thing does not work? That instead they should comfort me and make sure that I'm getting better positively. If I've been traumatized by a thing from when I was 6 years old, how do they expect me get over with it asap? I literally just got a whole damn panic attack, and no one even offers me a glass of water, even worse, they shout at me that it's fine and blah blah. I will f-ing jump off of the roof rn-

euphoria_jklover

@butt_s62026  Ty <3 It means a lot.
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euphoria_jklover

@DisneyxLovey I know, I need time to heal especially after what I went through last year, it was a major level of grief one can experience. And thanks <3
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euphoria_jklover

Hi. This is going to be pretty awkward but here goes. Soo, there's a lot going on in my life right now and my anxiety attacks have started to get worse, and I have no idea what triggers them. I'm out of my denial phase and into the grieving phase and became too reliant on pills to keep me alive these days. So, I'm taking a break from everywhere on social media, so to everyone who I've been talking to or reading their books, I'm sorry but I'll try to catch up once I feel better. I might check in one or twice but I'm not sure. So, bye ig.

AlwaysAndForever0V

@euphoria_jklover 
            I'm sorry that you're going through this.
            Take all the time you need.
            <3
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euphoria_jklover

Guys go follow @AlwaysAndForever0V . Amazing person and writer, trust me.
          And while you're at it, go follow @TheWritersReign and get them to 400 followers <33 Also an amazing writer and person~ Thanks ✨✨

jewels-of-sapphire

@euphoria_jklover for whatever reason I don't get notifs for tags
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AlwaysAndForever0V

@euphoria_jklover 
            Thank you so much!!
            It means a lot! 
            thank you <3
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euphoria_jklover

@Maisha4 
            Why did I just see this T~T. Thanks <33
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euphoria_jklover

Just realized this at 7:00 pm, it's my dad's birthday T~T. Sad that he never got to be 47, I miss you dad <33

cute_oatmeal_stories

@euphoria_jklover aww May Allah gives you strength ♥️ ameen
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euphoria_jklover

WHY did I just find out that Spotify has advertisements? Like no, I was in the kitchen blasting Vampire and suddenly there's an advertisement-

euphoria_jklover

@MaratheWhale 
            Should definitely get that T~T
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butt_s62026

@euphoria_jklover lmao either you're a new Spotify user orrr you were a premium member since day 1 lolll
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Fadedflower07

@euphoria_jklover yep, it's one reason why I got premium!
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euphoria_jklover

I have like the worst cramps ever and now I have to wake up at 10 EVEN THOUGH it's the summer holidays :'(  Is this life's way of trolling me-

butt_s62026

@euphoria_jklover hoping it gets better. Take care of yourself alright <3
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