[ long (or last) message ahead ]
i think i've said this for a bunch of times for the last two years and i haven't thought about it clearly until these past few days wherein i was able to contemplate about it more.
this seems shallow to some of you but it isn't for me. this platform has been my escape for almost 5 years and although i was inactive last year because i needed to focus on my priorities but i missed writing a lot.
ang sabi ko nun, aalis ako at gagawa ng account na panibago. i think it's finally time for me to move on. when i started writing here, puro fanfictions lang ang ginagawa ko. nag-rely ako sa btsvelvet and di naman ako nagsisisi doon haha masaya kasi siya.
i wanted to grow as a writer. this new account of mine, which has an entire differrent persona from me here (jace), will consist of my new works of genres i'm not entirely used to or genres i'm comfortable.
i was kind of hesitating a bit... considering that i have some friends here that are still active and communicating with me up until now. i'll still be using this account for supporting and reading purposes. i also don't think i'll tell you guys what my new account is (kahit walang may pake HAHAHAHA)
i just wanted to write where i could express my creative freedom more and i don't think writing in this account gives me the freedom i need. writing has been my safe haven, the place i always run to when i feel alone and down, and i don't think i'd stop writing this soon.
di ko rin idedelete yung mga na-publish ko na works kasi sayang naman yung pagod kong mag-isip ng plot at i-type hehe discontinued na nga lang sila :<
to sum this all up, i'm not rEALLY leaving but it's more of having the ability to express myself more creatively through different writing styles.
please forgive me if this message seems scattered. i'm typing this at 2 am because my mind won't put me to sleep. i still hope you get the gist of this message.
i love you all! this will be my last message. until next time!
