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Hey! So, you might have noticed that for the past few months, I haven't been very active on updating my On-Going stories. Hell, I'm not even active at all! Nowadays I only visit my Wattpad to check notifications, and not really update. I'd like to sincerely apologize for keeping a lot of you waiting for updates and such for so long. During those past few months that I wasn't active and well, up until the present, I'm kind of going through something. So, as stated on my Bio, I've got a lot of mental disorders. I also have eating and sleeping disorders, but I've more problem with my mental health, lol. Now, I've recently been diagnosed with BPD. Turns out, I've had this for about 2 years now. It was just left untreated because well, it wasn't really diagnosed before. So, it got worse and worse because it was untreated, and now I'm kind of going through some extreme dissociation. I get sudden mood swings that I'm often aware of, but I just can't avoid and stop it. I've lost interest and talent for the things that I usually love doing. My businesses, my studies, my passion for art and writing, my social life, and stuff. All of those are at stake and are gravely affected of my shit ton of mental disorders. Not to mention I've become one hell of a procastinator as well now. I'm sorry for starting something and not finishing it. I promise, I'll update each time that my brain is functioning fine, and I've got something to say. I didn't wanna forcefully finish and rush my pending stories because if I do that, considering my condition, that would just ruin the story, and I don't want that. I don't wanna continue and rush it even if I know it would just turn out rubbish for the sake of finishing it.