findmeoneroda

@alanah- Patience is a virtue. With time things only improve and I would hate to become one of those authors who post so quickly that they do not give the chapter time to properly develop. I'm not sure if you have read "The Adjacent Room" but I would say that is a prime example of a story that rushes through updates, in some cases destroying the integrity of the story. I would think it a shame if such a thing was to happen to my story. You will get your chapter in good time I promise. In the meantime, I will be praying for you in hopes that you learn patience, what I believe to be the greatest gift that God has ever blessed us with.
            All the love, findmeoneroda xxx

@findmeoneroda I personally just still wonder - why base a character on someone you despise so passionately? The character of Harry even goes so far as to kiss Alanah on the cheek (at this stage in the story) but why write that when you could create a completely fictional character who is actually a 'good person'?Furthermore, you seem to feel very strongly about the character, so strong that it leads me to wonder if you are somewhat obsessive over this real life version of 'Alanah'. Just my opinion, no judgement here. Thanks for the story, it provides relief from the real literature on this site. e.g. The Adjacent Room by @alanah-

@alanah- As I said before I find writing to be a very cathartic experience and will often use it as a way to healthily express my feelings. While Alanah does share some characteristics with someone I know she is not exactly like her. Her manipulation and in some cases selfishness is based on my experience with this person but her redeeming qualities that Harry ultimately falls for are separate. Like I said, Alanah is only partly based on somebody in my life so the aspects of her that Harry is attracted to her are completely different from the person I know. Hope this clears things up

@findmeoneroda hi, sorry to hear this. i do wonder, however, that if this 'alanah' person is such a detriment to your life, what possessed you to write a story all about her and a blossoming love with someone who i can only assume you have great respect for - harry styles? all the love.