☪Finn

yo- I forgot this had been here the whole time...I am the owner of this account just through a different one-
          
          anyways, I will not be continuing any stories on this page or continue this page anymore I quit wattpad long ago and I had completely forgotten about this page but just wanted to inform any people who were actually curious about me continuing this trash, yeah no.
          
          thanks to people who were supporting my stories while they lasted I was a young and dumb teenager during this time who had been obsessed with writing stories about my favorite rappers during the time to satisfy others and myself who found some sort of get away when writing stories even if there lemon-ish lmao
          
          over the year I had lost two important people of my life and everything went down hill from there so that is why I had been inactive on my page over the time, I had went through a deep depression due to peers around me and losing my family and had no longer found comfort through writing and the only thing it would bring back is ugly memories, now I am mentally fine and alive lol
          
          im gald people enjoyed these stories and im gald I made friends on here thankyou so much to those people, you don't understand how much happiness you brought to my life during those dark times :)
          
          https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCObN59KTMTlUgWL95qImDig?view_as=subscriber
          
          ☝ if you want to catch up with me :)
          
          again big thanks to everyone who supported me in the past even though my stories were stupid and I said stupid things-
          
          but thanks guys I love you :)

SOO. heres the thing. i am not going to be updating 'same place' at all because i am taking a break from it but, s x r will still be updated. same place may have about 10 or i can't remember but, whatever amount of chapters. i think I'll be adding 2 more chapters and finishing the book. its about time same place came to an end. anyways ly guys.

gon start manthony book because he makes 'mItcHel sqUriT uGh' 

thinking about ending all my story progress because i feel stressed lmao.

fuckgrammarfuckgrammarfuckthatifyoupointthatshitoutyouaintcutecutheshit

i fucking hate myself. i fucking hate my hands. i wanna cut them off. fuck.

i hate stress. stress makes my soul wanna leave my body. i have 2 more days to bring up a grade i failed or ill be going to summer school or even worse. flunk. i am really trying to make my parents proud by passing and getting my grades up. but i had came back to the school with 4 thick packets of work. i felt like killing myself at that moment. stupid thing is i only have to raise my grade up by a little since its like a 66 or something and my history teacher added more work to my stack. i really only had one specific packet i was originally working on until i had gotten 3 more along with it. i am sorry i hadn't updated any stories i just feel like literal shit and just wanna cry because i know i am gonna fail my parents by not completing those packets in 2 days. really trying to get those done so i can finally be on break but, its just this stress won't let me focus and its making me feel so aggressive and sorrow i don't know what i am going to do about this. i hope some of the packets can get taken off so i at least have 2 to do or something. again i am sorry about not updating anything i just had been fed up with a lot of paperwork and i am really getting stressed. hopefully i can get those papers done and leave that place because damn i have never felt this way before, and never been caught up in 2 emotions. its disgusting, I've been shitty towards everyone lately. i am really trying to get these done, argh just thinking about it makes my head want to explode. 

https://open.spotify.com/track/4VsMart0lkjUtyQnmxloK6?si=ouoQ4iZLT36kPVyhb9NypA 
          
          feel like postin another part of s x r :-I

i feel disgusted when i use the same word over and over in a story. is that bad. most of all is that normal? that shit killed my entire vibe when i wrote the 1st part of the story for s x r :-(

random. but im in a good mood so. ily guys. :-)