genderfluidb1tchlmao

I can’t watch things that made me happy before. It sends me into a panic. What do I do?

genderfluidb1tchlmao

do you guys know the feeling of looking for something knowing you'll never find it? the uselessness you feel for not finding it? the feeling of knowing you'll never be happy like that again? the feeling of trying to remember one of your cousins names that you forget every time you see them? the way it distorts and changes like the one aunt you see every few years?  the disappointment you feel after finally getting close to finding it and being so close before its ripped out of your hands?

genderfluidb1tchlmao

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!!vent / negativ rant!!
          
          my phone broke today and my fucking account on tiktok is getting deleted if this shit happens ONE MORE TIME IM GONNA FUCKING SNAP. ITS A GODDA,N LOOP AT THIS POINT 
          make new acc
          go viral
          get banned
          repeat 
          IM SO TIRED OF THIS STUOPID ASS HSIT  I MIGHT JSUT QUIT ALLTOGHET WHATS THE POINT OF TRYING IF IT KEEPS HAPPENING? I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE. THIS ACCOUNT WENT VIRAL TOO. WHATS THE POINT OF MAKING NEW SHIT IF IT GETS DELEDTED AGAIN AND AGAIN AND FUCKING AGIAN IM SOBBING MU EYES OUT BECAUSE EVERYTHING I TRY MY HARDEST ON GETS FUCKING DELETED FML MY PHONE ALSO JUST STOPPED FUCKING WORKING AS WELL SO TAHTS JUST SO AMAZING RIGHT?