ghostwonderland

Hey , i have been inactive for so long , i kinda forgot about this site , trying to  post more has been working on something , I will post a new part at every 200 reads. Hope you are all well

ghostwonderland

Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own
          If I crash on the couch, can I sleep in my clothes?
          Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose
          If it looks like I'm laughing
          I'm really just asking to leave this alone
          You're in time for the show
          You're the one that I need
          I'm the one that you loathe
          You can watch me corrode
          Like a beast in repose
          'Cause I love all the poison
          Away with the boys in the band
          
          I've really been on a bender and it shows
          So why don't you blow me
          A kiss before she goes?
          
          Give me a shot to remember
          And you can take all the pain away from me
          Your kiss and I will surrender
          The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
          
          A light to burn all the empires
          So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
          In love with all of these vampires
          So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
          
          There's a place in the dark where the animals go
          You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
          Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
          Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo
          
          I've really been on a bender and it shows
          So why don't you blow me
          A kiss before she goes?
          
          Give me a shot to remember
          And you can take all the pain away from me
          Your kiss and I will surrender
          The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
          
          A light to burn all the empires
          So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
          In love with all of these vampires
          So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
          
          Give me a shot to remember
          And you can take all the pain away from me
          Your kiss and I will surrender
          The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
          
          A light to burn all the empires
          So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
          In love with all of these vampires
          So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

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"Afterlife" Lyrics:
          
          Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
          So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you
          Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
          Of your afterlife here - so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway
          
          I see a distant light
          But girl this can't be right...
          Such a surreal place to see
          So how did this come to be?
          Arrived too early
          
          And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
          I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far
          
          I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear
          Escape from this afterlife
          'Cause this time I'm right, to move on and on
          Far away from here!
          
          Place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
          Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you
          Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
          Of your afterlife here - so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway
          
          This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
          No pain or sign of time... (I'm much too young to fall)
          So out of place, don't wanna stay
          I feel wrong and that's my sign
          I've made up my mind
          
          Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
          Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life
          
          I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
          Escape from this afterlife
          'Cause this time I'm right, to move on and on
          Far away from here!
          Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
          This place full of peace and light
          And I'd hope you might, take me back inside
          When the time is right!
          
          Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me
          I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
          Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
          (I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy! )
          Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
          (Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live! )

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"Devil's Night"
          
          I am an enemy of everything
          My life is not for sale
          My heart is in this fight forever
          What can you take from me?
          When there's not a single fucking day
          I haven't fought to stay alive?
          We're finding hope in the hopeless
          I am still their voice that gets stuck in your head
          I am me
          And I have come to fucking scare you to death
          Because that's what you deserve you disgusting piece of shit
          
          I know the only words that you have for me
          Are give up and get out
          You'd like to think that we've been beaten
          But we're here to stay
          Forever and always
          
          Every single day
          Not giving up, living up all my dreams
          So go ahead and look like I'm inferior
          Condescension, Suffering, Callousness and Loathing
          Are the badges I have earned for my cause
          And I am finding hope within hatred
          A reason to persist, to push past everything
          We are here
          And we have come to scare you to death
          Because that's what you deserve
          You fucking fake ass hypocrites
          
          I know the only words that you have for me
          Are give up and get out
          You'd like to think that we've been beaten
          But we're here to stay
          Forever and always
          
          So loud
          We are the ones that you pushed away
          For drowning your voice out
          You'd like to think
          We've been defeated, but we're here to stay
          Forever and always
          
          We've been through everything
          And we all have our scars
          We may be broken but you
          CAN'T KILL ALL OF US
          GO!
          
          Think before you fucking speak
          
          I am no villain, think before you fucking speak
          People fear what they don't understand
          And so now beauty has become the fucking beast
          
          (Maybe you didn't hear me?)
          
          I SAID GO FUCK YOURSELF!
          
          I know the only words that you have for me
          Are give up and get out
          You'd like to think
          That we've been beaten but we're here to stay
          Forever and always
          
          So Loud
          We are the ones that you pushed away
          For drowning your voice out
          You'd like to think
          We've been defeated, but we're here to stay
          Forever and always

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And I'd give up forever to touch you
          'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
          You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
          And I don't want to go home right now
          
          And all I can taste is this moment
          And all I can breathe is your life
          'Cause sooner or later it's over
          I just don't want to miss you tonight
          
          And I don't want the world to see me
          'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
          When everything's meant to be broken
          I just want you to know who I am
          
          And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
          Or the moment of truth in your lies
          When everything feels like the movies
          Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive
          
          And I don't want the world to see me
          'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
          When everything's meant to be broken
          I just want you to know who I am
          
          And I don't want the world to see me
          'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
          When everything's meant to be broken
          I just want you to know who I am
          
          And I don't want the world to see me
          Cause I don't think that they'd understand
          When everything's made to be broken
          I just want you to know who I am
          
          I just want you to know who I am

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Is there a right way for how this goes
          You've got your friends
          And you've got your foes
          They want a piece of something hot
          Forget your name like they forgot
          
          Ain't that something
          
          So when I see you crash and burn
          I criticize your every word
          I'm trying to keep from going insane
          Ain't that the way of this whole damn thing
          
          Trying to be something..
          
          more
          
          Nobody's gonna love you if
          You can't display a way to capture this
          Nobody's gonna hold your hand
          And guide you through
          No it's up for you to understand
          Nobody's gonna feel your pain
          When all is done
          and it's time for you to walk away
          
          So when you have today
          You should say all that you have to say
          
          Say all that you have to say
          
          Is there a right way for being strong
          Feels like I'm doing things all wrong
          Still I'm here just holding on
          Confess my heart and forgive my wrongs
          
          Just trying to show you something..
          More
          
          Nobody's gonna love you if
          You can't display a way to capture this
          Nobody's gonna hold your hand
          And guide you through
          It's up for you to understand
          Nobody's gonna feel your pain
          When all is done
          And it's time for you to walk away
          
          When you have today
          You should say all that you have to say
          
          Don't point the blame when you can't find nothing
          Look to yourself and you might find something
          It's time that we sorted out
          All of the things
          We complain about
          
          So listen close to the sound of your soul
          Take back a life
          We led once before
          If it ain't you then who
          If it ain't you
          Then who's gonna love you
          
          Nobody's gonna love you if
          you can't display a way to capture this
          Nobody's gonna hold your hand
          And guide you through
          It's up for you to understand
          Nobody's gonna feel your pain
          When all is done
          And it's time for you to walk away
          
          When you have today
          You should say all that you have to say
          
          So when you have today
          Say all that you have to say

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"Keep Myself Alive"
          
          I always ask myself
          How could this darker cloud make me stronger now.
          I'll always ask myself
          When will this go away?
          
          When will this change?
          Oh! I don't wanna, wanna wait.
          All of this pain,
          Oh! will it, will it go away?
          I ask myself this everyday.
          
          [Chorus:]
          I just wanna leave this place behind.
          Every time I see your face in mine.
          I just wanna leave this place behind.
          Every time I see your face in mine.
          
          I sink and drink myself to sleep.
          Of course I think I'm a lot stronger now.
          I gotta catch myself
          To kick this over, make it go away.
          When will this change?
          Oh! I don't wanna, wanna wait.
          Ohhh! of this pain!
          Oh! will it, will it go away?
          I broke apart to play the game.
          
          [Chorus]
          
          So what's your inner thought!
          You left me high, you left me dry!
          So what's your life look like?
          Just don't fix mine, you're all you got.
          Never gazelling my head.
          Keeping me alive from my death.
          I keep singing da da da da da
          I keep singing just to keep myself alive!
          Alive, just to keep myself alive.
          
          [Chorus x2]
          
          So what's your inner thought!
          You left me high, you left me dry!
          So what your life looks like.
          Just don't fix mine, you're all you got
          You're all you got!
          You're all you've got!