People say I'm a faggot and I should die. They punch me and take all my money. And jewelry. They text me saying I'm worthless and trash. Am I that ugly that people waste time to tell me.
I have huge circles under my eyes. I'm big so I wear a size 17-18 and XLL. When I die I hope it satisfys them.
I hate myself and my life. My dad is a drunkkie and told me I was a mistake. He rapes my mom and I hate it. I remember In 4th grade some boy grabbed me, made me do stuff, as he touched me. In the computer lab he would look up porn. When I cried he'd roll his eyes. That's why I stress eat. I eat and eat til I throw up.
I'm sorry you never cared.
I'm sorry I'm still living
I have NO friends.
That's why I'm going to die.
