wow. two years, almost three on this site and its almost unrecognizable
everyone i was good friends with drifted away, as well as i, and next to no one is a stan of all the things we obsessed over together. everyone's grown up a lot, including me. id like to think we've grown up together in a way.
its hard to find a story or a message from my og wattpad friends that doesnt say "ive moved on" or "im not a stan, just hardly a fan" and im not going to lie, its a tough reality.
its hard for even me to consider myself a stan of old things i used to be hardcore about, no matter how much i try. my main focus has drifted into pop punk, and im not the die hard "pop music is trash" immature eleven year old i used to be. i broadened my horizons, moved my platform over to twitter, and i guess in a way, passed the torch.
im getting older, i don't really have time for this place anymore, but i try. to all of my old friends, im so so sorry we fell apart. i only have contact with one of you anymore. if you see this please reach out to me, whether it be here in my private messages, twitter @/glxxmboys, or tumblr @/thiscityisinsidious
ive also started using other fic websites such as ao3 and mibba where my user is the same as my twitter handle. id love to get in touch with you guys again.
ill always be that nasty emo trinity stan i was, but subdued and less cringey. my life on here has calmed significantly in the past year, so theres not much for me left.
this is not a goodbye to wattpad, more of a thank you, an epiphany. ill see yall around.
