hey everyone, it’s me. to start off, i miss you guys sO much:( i’m sorry i haven’t been updating any of my books for months. writing usually always brings me peace and relaxation. when i write, i forget all my problems and just go into my own little world as i write. but lately, for a long time, i haven’t felt that. i felt that the only reason why i kept updating was for you guys. that’s not a bad thing- but it is at the same time. it became a “job”. something i forced myself to do when i knew i don’t feel happy or satisfied with doing it. i’ve been building a lot of stress and sadness around me that i can’t heal. i’m trying to work on my mental health- but it’s not easy at all. i’m not leaving nor am i going to discontinue the books, i just feel that you guys deserve to know about what’s going on. i want to, like i really want to, start writing again. writing is something i enjoy doing. i don’t know when i’m going to fully come back, but i will, soon maybe. please don’t hate me for this:( i love you all and thank you so much for reading my work! i’ll be back!