zien wistaria

i hate this country dont say every country has problems cause problems dont have insider problem that are too mAny this country is mostly depressing sucks the soul like demeter kiss from harry potter hate golden trio way too arogrant dumbwhore and love the darkside . joining the group of teens and adults who lost there way due to problem coup through fanfics or being fake happy little joy in the dark soul . can be passsed dead as i lost most of emotion only place to cry for the things i have but truthfully lost. family by choice not by blood strangers with different but strangely same past pain of emotion with a blank mass with trust anger loyalty issues. 

what to see cause there is nothing but broken parts try to join but cant i bet no one ever understood the brain of teen who have people but really  dont . friends are hard to find cause made fun of  mostly related to me

You'll lose your mind standing on the battle line
Starting to choke on your heart in your throat
And it feels just like you can't remember how to fight
We'll crack before we shatter
We can't fall apart, oh, oh
We don't get to die young
Trouble keeping our head sometimes
We just have to push on
We don't get to give up this life
All the breath in your lungs
Is stronger than the tears in your eyes
It's do or die, but we're alive
And while we're here, hold the line

 a soul is traded for time thats mistaken as my lifeline through the pain seeing truth hurts worse by the family