jiminkijalebibaby
Hey! You are doing good, love?
jiminkijalebibaby
@jiminkijalebibaby yes, kind of fine, i asked just because you were not updating your story.
gucciboybeard_
gucciboybeard_
I feel like I've lost my writing skills :( is it so? It feels so weird. I feel like I can't live anymore. It's so so hard guys.. I feel myself losing. I feel so lost. I feel so tired.
I want you guys to pray for my death I don't feel good at all.
jiminkijalebibaby
@gucciboybeard_ no love please don't say that, I know you have started after a long break but I'm sure you'll make it, I know there are times when we don't feel like yourself but think about the worst time of your life, you did make it, right? We are always with you at any time you don't feel good please don't hesitate to message me, as everyone said death has never been a solution, life is very precious babe. I'm so proud of you! THIS DO SHALL PASS!
user8107271
@gucciboybeard_ Hey ! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? Don't say that .. You're doing all good,I'm proud of you.. Don't lose hope please ..Fight for your insecurities..You can do that I know...Death is not the solution to any kind of problem !! YOU'RE AMAZING ✨.. Don't you dare to say that death word again ... It's just not the solution.. Please please don't lose hope.. Don't make your insecurities as your weakness make them as your strength..If you're losing yourself then just look back at once and see how far you have come.. It's okay to take a break ..But don't think like that ..Just bury your insecurities and I know you can do that.. Fighting !!
gucciboybeard_
I'm so sorry guys. I'm removing my stories from my page. I am a Muslim and I'm proud to be one. I've been taught what's wrong and what's right and somehow whatever I've been doing was wrong. I'm crying. I'm repenting right now as I've realised how bad I've been all my life. I want a chance to be a better person before I take my last breathe. The sins others do because of me gives me an equal share and that's why I deleted all my stories because I've been writing smuts and all other bad stuffs there which is not good for my hearafter.
I believe that I've to die and I'll be raised by Allah Almighty again and then my deeds would be questioned. I don't want to be ashamed of my deeds now. I've been bad all my life but its never too late to repent. So guys, I'm turning back to my Allah, to the one who created me.. who gave me everything yet I didn't even praise Him with my heart. Pray for me that I become a good Muslim and I die being that
I'm going through a really depressing stage of my life but Allah gives me hope and I don't want to ruin the path He is showing me right now. I don't want to be blind now.
Do remember me in your prayers and I pray that you also know what's the right path. May Allah Subhanawatala guide us all to be on the best path possible which leads us to the heavens.
