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New art piece!
https://pin.it/1kwFZApUw
“Your side will always be empty”
I seem to process this world differently.
Well, that is what everyone thinks, because we all wish to be unique and end up being the same.
I meant the way I seem to perceive colours, everything is bright, garish even, low contrast, like a dream.
This piece is just very reminiscent of such.
I always buy things for a wife, I will never have.
Have so many lip sticks, I wish to show off to her, I do not care for make up, so these things are just collecting dust in my backpack.
Same as certain clothing pieces I have bought, because I cannot wear them in public.
Neither can I wear them in private, because what is the use in them?
Not really comfortable, just makes me look pretty, kind of a waste.
Have a whole Picknick blanket, why?
Because I thought I would find love, so I wanted to stay prepared.
But everything is collecting dust.
I actually wish to buy a double bed, my official reason is for comfort, but my secret, true reason is, that I wish to stay prepared for my dream wife.
But her side will always be empty.
Because such a sweet woman surely does exist.
Not for me, I hope she makes a woman out there really happy, fills her with joy, loves her.
“Love” is way more of an active verb in Turkish.
To love a cat does not just mean emotionally, it also means petting.
To love a baby also means to play with it.
To love your wife…can mean anything positive.
Most commonly used in adult context.
I wish I could love my dream wife, but she is not for me to cherish and to be cherished by.
I guess that is fine.
All is well.
I wish her the best.
Even if my heart aches.
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