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hi i realised i forgot to announce it on the app (i usually update on my ig @/dayaducc) but i got accepted into uni so I've been busy with getting my stuff and documents in order. I'll be busy in August so I'll try to put as much as possible out before then! I appreciate your patience. >.<
          
          (I won't mention where I got accepted, but I'm both over the moon and anxious about this new chapter in my life.)

Eehhhhh was busy with my sister's exam period this mth (i'm the main person in the hse who guides her w studies) ++ filming halloween content (ig: @/dayaducc) i have tons of other things to do and naturally writing my fic is lower on the priority list >.< ig halloween content will come out hooopefully by oct 31st if i actually am able to make the time to film the second half. If not, then i will put up the first half first. 
          
          Fic-wise: i'm not gna rush myself but if nothing crops up, 2 chapters next week!! LetsgOOOOOO
          

I mentioned on my ig (@/dayaducc) but forgot to mention here - next chapter hella delayed because honkai star rail  i also hosted a bday party and it took me 2-3 days to recover my energy. goddamn parties are so hard for an introvert. never again  i will start writing today before i play aodnwmd eunjae goes back to work to slay

Fast forward and it's March already! Ending my internship in a week but will be busy clearing my work before i leavee ^.^  Apologies for leaving [jihoon's muse] unattended for the past few mths. Will get to it soon after intern!

The place I'm interning at added data entry to our job scope lately cuz they wanted to update the site w a cOoL fEaTuRe. I worked on a bunch of articles this week and felt too sleepy aft work to complete data entry so.. I'm gna hope I can finish it this weekend. I have to. I'll never be able to complete the next few chapters at this rate...

I realised I forgot to do a life update here. I started my insternship last week and I was so busy and tired the first week that I had 0 time to write  I'll have a better idea of how to manage my time along the way. Hope yall been good 
          
          For now I'll try to write here and thr otw to work and otw home + weekend. 

In light of the giselle wattpad acct being spread, just know that if this acct gets deleted, i change my user or my earlier books disappear, it means I'm entering the workforce and probably need as clean a slate as I can. Or jypapi picked me up and decided to make me a star  So I wish for your cooperation when that happens...
          
          I definitely have thought of this before the giselle wattpad thing. Because I'm not intending to work a standard office job. I'll be working in the media industry and if I ever accidentally blow up, my immature embarrassing fanfics are the last thing i want being brought to light. I can accept it myself but others may use it as a teasing tool or this may v well cost me a job. (You never know.)
          
          IT WON'T BE SOON! I'm still at the young ripe age of 21. If my plans go accordingly then at least by 26 i'll be working a full-time job. Maybe later if i further my studies. 
          
          (Since im here, update on the next chapter: halfway through. I felt way too sleepy last night to do much. Should be out within the next couple of days)

kinda confused but other story didn't reach 70+ max chapters, meanwhile jihoon's muse still ongoing. i am so excited. honestly i like 100 chaps story. but it doesn't matter if the story doesn't reach that much. i actually keep reading from the first chap every days. kinda re-read everything from the first to the end.

I have underestimated the charging time for my social battery... zzzzz... Even if I did not interact much w people, going out can still zap my batt. I'm also working on a new cosplay and other family stuff so my time is further split. Gna be busy busy busy but i'll be writing and editing here & there. Be free to virtually slap me here if I don't get at least one chapter out by Friday thanks ^.^

I'm... 21. 
          
          To be frank, I don't feel much. It's supposed to be this big milestone. And while I have been looking forward to being recognised as an independent adult in the eyes of the government, I kind of don't want to grow up just yet. 
          
          I think this is what Seventeen has been preparing us for with their recent releases. The whole concept of leaving childhood, adulting and moving on with the next chapter with one's head held high. Was this what they felt as they entered their 20's? A sense of uncertainty, fear, worry, yet joy? I seem to have taken this turning-21 thing too lightly up until the days leading up to it and the day of. I brushed it off as simply turning one year older. I usually do. But 21 is a significant number. It holds weight and a myriad of responsibilities, and standards I am held up to. I am no longer a child.
          
          I'll sleep and wake up, hopefully with a more positive outlook. Perhaps diving into some Seventeen songs will help me gain some hold on reality and look at things differently. Oh, how I would kill to be able to talk to Seventeen right now and get their advice face-to-face. Nonetheless, Seventeen is always there. Not in real-time but indirectly through other mediums such as music, entertainment or Weverse posts with candid confessions. 
          
          This post sounds pretty negative but I'm just mulling over everything as I always do. It's reality. I have to accept things as they come and find my way around them or utilise them to my benefit. 
          
          If you're going through a rough patch or adulting too, we always have our go-to people, activities or items to lift our spirits and make us feel again. I hope you have yours and keep it close to your heart. Let these coping mechanisms hold your hand while you traverse through life; even if that coping mechanism is a plastic spoon. At the end of the day, the one going through it all is you. No one goes through it for you. So strengthen yourself, take a breather and godspeed, my friends.