kailey ♡

Love ur page !!

follow my ed twt!!!! @/bonesnflesh

uhhhhhh, as gross as it sounds, i didn’t shower for like around a week or maybe a bit less, idk, but i had enough energy and motivation to do so today and my mom saw that i did. she was just like “oh wow, you showered? it’s a miracle!” sorry for having no motivation and wanting to stay in bed all day because i have mdd, mom. 

what the actual fuck is wrong with my mom. all she does is talk shit about me. she wants me to fucking eat, but all she does is make fun of me. i’m never good enough. like okay fuck you. sorry i cant be perfect no matter what i do. i hope that i die and that’s the wholehearted truth. why the fuck even put me into treatment if you’re going to talk shit about how i look no matter what. i’m just so tired of everything. i cant even fucking use my eating disorder as a coping skill right now because i don’t want to be stepped up again. fuck my life. 

Hey, doll. 
          Sorry I unfollowed, I did a quick scroll of unfollowing everyone. 
          But I noticed you're now active, feel free to message me at anytime. 
          
          (used to go by Danni and ScintillaJoseph)
          
          -Clari

hi honey, i miss you. i read a couple of your messages on your board and it seems your not doing well. i'm sorry, sweetie. i know it can be hard. i really wish you the best and hope you feel better. i luv you su much. ♡♡♡

holy fuck, my mom found out that i didn’t eat breakfast and my am snack because of my dumbass and my fucking stepdad, bUT i lied to her about me actually eating it and he not seeing me cause he was sleeping (which he was!) and i hope/think she believed me. we have a family session with my dietician tomorrow and i’m gonna kms.

i want to weigh myself so bad :-( idk if i should though 

biTCH I FUCKING GOT A SCALE LMAO

kind of feel bad for throwing away food, but at least i didn’t have to eat it so