hellkitty22

Idk if any of y'all know, but I'm homeschooled.
          	
          	
          	As of now.
          	
          	
          	Next year, I have to go to public school. 
          	
          	
          	8th grade public school.
          	
          	
          	I'm scared.
          	
          	
          	I have no friends that go to the school I'll be going to. I have OCD which makes it rrly hard to make friends.
          	
          	...what if I can't find anybody?
          	
          	im scared :(

BlazingAnomoly

@hellkitty22 honestly just be yourself. Dont be scared. I was at first, and i was very picked upon. Then i started being myself and no one rlly knew what to do. I was loud, i made jokes no one laughed at, and i acted like no one was watching me
          	  And you know what? One day... someone laughed at one of my jokes. I have 3 besties now and that was just by being myself bc they are just like me but were too scared to bring it out.  ((I have autisim))
          	  Now all my friends act how they wanna act, not how everyone else wants them to act.
          	  
          	  I guess the moral is... just be yourself hellkitty. Ur a nice person, aand dont be scared what anyone says to you or that anyone is judging you. There is always someone like you waiting out there for a friend just like them. You can be their friend. Its just a matter of finding them. And you wont find them unless you be urself
          	  People normally move toeards people like them
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SHADOWXSONIC

@hellkitty22 Thanks! I need it!!
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hellkitty22

@SHADOWXSONIC Wow 10th! That's crazy! Good luck!
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hellkitty22

Idk if any of y'all know, but I'm homeschooled.
          
          
          As of now.
          
          
          Next year, I have to go to public school. 
          
          
          8th grade public school.
          
          
          I'm scared.
          
          
          I have no friends that go to the school I'll be going to. I have OCD which makes it rrly hard to make friends.
          
          ...what if I can't find anybody?
          
          im scared :(

BlazingAnomoly

@hellkitty22 honestly just be yourself. Dont be scared. I was at first, and i was very picked upon. Then i started being myself and no one rlly knew what to do. I was loud, i made jokes no one laughed at, and i acted like no one was watching me
            And you know what? One day... someone laughed at one of my jokes. I have 3 besties now and that was just by being myself bc they are just like me but were too scared to bring it out.  ((I have autisim))
            Now all my friends act how they wanna act, not how everyone else wants them to act.
            
            I guess the moral is... just be yourself hellkitty. Ur a nice person, aand dont be scared what anyone says to you or that anyone is judging you. There is always someone like you waiting out there for a friend just like them. You can be their friend. Its just a matter of finding them. And you wont find them unless you be urself
            People normally move toeards people like them
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SHADOWXSONIC

@hellkitty22 Thanks! I need it!!
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hellkitty22

@SHADOWXSONIC Wow 10th! That's crazy! Good luck!
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hellkitty22

update: my dad saw my apology message
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          AND HE LEFT ME ON DELIVERED 
          
          
          
          *cracking tf up*
          
          
          HOW CAN YOU BE THIS EMO-

hellkitty22

aaaand now he's driving somewhere. prolly to go buy a beer or sum smokes bc he's js like that
            
            im really not tryna backtalk my dad, he's just being really weird and it's kinda concerning. he was being like this last night too kinda
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hellkitty22

Guys my dad is SO WEIRD
          
          i forgot to reply to 2 of his text messages and I didn't see one he sent me. I told him I was sorry. He comes home from work, barely says hi to me or my brother, and begins STOMPING AROUND THE HOUSE, GRUMBLING AND SLAMMING STUFF AROUND. this is scaring me since he and my mom have been fighting an unhealthy amount lately but they've recently distanced from one another and i feel like hes gonna start some trouble with her. i haven't been this stressed in a while XD

BlazingAnomoly

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@hellkitty22 shit... maybe give him some space for awhile...
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icyhot_1-2-3

@hellkitty22 oh no that's really weird. And he's being so immature as well wtf. I really hope nothing bad happens
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SHADOWXSONIC

Hi how are ya?????
          
          ☆♡(*ゝω・*)♡☆

hellkitty22

@SHADOWXSONIC that's great! You deserve to be happy!!!
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SHADOWXSONIC

@hellkitty22 I'm good!!! So happy!!!
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hellkitty22

@SHADOWXSONIC hiiii! im doin alright i suppose, how about yourself?
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hellkitty22

Hey guys, should I do art comms? Im asking this in my art book as well. Just say yes or no here, if it's majority yes y'all can tell me what you want in comms :3

hellkitty22

Tired, tired, tired...
          
          Why am I so tired? 
          
          Give me some melatonin to put me to sleep and help me escape these terrible thoughts...
          
          Help...

BlazingAnomoly

@hellkitty22 i just stay in bed rather than even getting up in first place lol i just fall bk asleep
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hellkitty22

@BlazingAnomoly i don't plan on it, u don't gotta worry about me blaze :3. Ill do all those except maybe sleep all day... XD i don't like sleeping unless it's at nighttime idek why
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BlazingAnomoly

@hellkitty22 its good to sleep every once in a while. Please dont kill yourself. There are other ways to take a break from life.
            
            For example:
            .read
            .draw
            .go 4 a walk
            .sleep all day
            .watch TV
            
            Try some or all of these. There are better answers than death, I promise
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