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Growing up she managed to act as a character in a novel. Misunderstood and get called a snob. But they didn't know, under that facade is a girl who is shy when she faced a stranger. Sometimes she wondered if they noticed her? She is shy around strangers and wouldn't normally talk to them first. Seeing her other female friends colourful life with many acquaintance, she was jealous of them.  

One day she say to herself she wanted to be more approachable, so she decided to see what would happen if she smile the whole day? She smile when she's in class, she smile while she walked and smile at everyone. But that day, an older boy aggressively wanted to get to know her and pestering her. She was afraid. So she ran from him. From that day onward, she ceased to smile at strangers. Even when she get called a snob again, she didn't care. She thought everyone didn't noticed her even when sometimes she saw they were looking at her. She just brushed it off as she might be mistaken. She doesn't want to be a snob and shameless. So till the day they finished high school, she didn't smile.

But never had she realized, she was actually quite well known in her school. They were just afraid because she didn't seem to talk to anyone besides her classmates.

How did she know she was quite well known? Well... they confessed to her that they like her. But it all just too late. She is not in high school anymore. She is pursuing her studies overseas. And now she is writing her fantasy in wattpad.

Sometimes she wanted to go back to the past and change her past self. She didn't want to be called a snob. She should just smile even when with the traumatic experience so she could get more friend. 

Now, a new writer in wattpad, she just write whatever on her mind. Usually a reincarnation story because that's what she wished for. The chance to redo her life. Maybe... just maybe... she too could change her life just like the character she created.