"Monsieur Laurier" absolutely wrecked me! I sobbed reading ferren's letter cause everytime he is described i always try to imagine how it will be if it's written form his pov...but i know i can never come in terms with those strong feelings!... that character resonates with me lot cause all i ever described as "ig u are hard to love" "i can never understand you" "i can never guess ur thoughts"...i feel helpless hearing these comments from my loved ones! He was so me... reading abt him felt like reading about myself how someone will write abt me!....i absolutely loved him! every ounce emotion i poured on him pity, helpless,anger,hope, regret,love etc! Reading about his death made me feel lik i lost someone i meant to protect!...idk ik it's just fictional but i can't bear to seperate him and my reality.....i read many books and loved many characters forgot them but i really wanna hold this book and him throughout my life.... thank u so much author for creating a beautiful world that lured me in....you really have knack for writing please never ever stop writing please don't lock these thoughts in your mind, just pen it, let us feel it and get lost in it....i absolutely loved it! I mean really u will thrive your way into future i promise you!...i would love to talk with u more ....these three characters has my heart❤️...
