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@miztique__ hahaha okay nanti kak pm. Apa2 terus direct ke wasap je takpe sebab akak jarang bukak wattpad sekarang..

@hummingcricket nope but tukar phone so number banyak hilang

@miztique__ ahahahahaha adaa.. cuma terlalu busy dgn hidup. Awak tukar nombor phone ke?

@hummingcricket hm.. to let ya self fall.. isn't that brave itself though? To allow? Ya self to go through the same thin', again, speaks for itself, there isn't such a thing as 'good enough', who's really to say or deem another not good enough? If they themselves are neither good enough? Heh, I dunno if that makes sense but meh, I imagine in a relationship, there isn't a 'bar' set, a standard to meet, there are no egg-spectations that are or have been required to be met, the only thing needed is ya self, nothing more, nothing less :? xD I mean things like love an affection.. uhm, yeah I guess? Lol, but nah? I guess it just comes with ya lol? 

@hummingcricket not really :) nu, yes while "she" was busy 'moving' on,  purrhaps ya were, and/or are? Still feline.. 'stuck'? Almost? :? But that just goes to show how much thought, time.. and committment? Ya put into ya guys' relationship, purrhaps she really did 'find herself', though with another, who says you can't do just the same? Who's to say you're not 'good enough' for anyone, *anymore*? It just means that yes, it may take some time, but once *you* start to feline good again, boff about ya self, as well as any future relationships ya may want/have? Then ya'll be that much more stronger :P "Stay strong, make them wonder how ya still smiling" - a quote.. from somewhere off Google xD heh, only 'slightly' modified  (*ya = you lol)

@hummingcricket but that's where ya wrong lol, heh sorry, hopefully this won't be such a long.. rant? Thingy this time 'round  >.< it's because of that feline that it's best not to be a lone, best to have someone there by ya side, someome who can reassure you, someone who'll be there if ya fall, someone to be there so ya don't lose faith, don't lose hope, don't barricade ya self from the world, from people who care, it may save ya some hurt, but in the end, it'll you'll ultimately lose sight of yourself  heh, one person can only take so much 

@hummingcricket Good. I didn't forget u. 

@Universal_Lord hi my lord!
            Hahaha i thought you're the one who forget me.
            Doing quite okay. 
            Lots of things happened but I'm okay now.

@hummingcricket hmm.. well out there somewhere in the world may be someome who can teach and/or show you how to love again (ya know what they say, rekindle old sparks? Or whatnot lol ), someone who can see what you may not see, as someone worth spedning their time an energy loving, someone who sees what you see as 'an ugly human with a size of oversized potato', as a beautiful (and/or handsome? Or pretty, or cute, etc, sorry, sometimes peepz like bein' called specific?/some thin'd over others >.<) and smart human being, one fully capable and deserving of such a thing as being loved and paid attention to bits  (xD not done yet sorry) someone who can help get ya back on ya feet, someone who will be there in ya time/s of need and/or despair, etc an whatnot, as well as being able to trust and rely on ya as well (again, it takes boff people, to make thin's work, not just one XP), someone who can see the love and affection you give to them/show them, with or without needless shows of romaticism  someone who, doesn't mind bein'/lettin' the kids we all are inside out for a bit, someone who ya can joke an laugh with at the same jokes, someone who doesn't mind the wait, yet will still be there for you in your time of need,  in short (heh sorry 'bout all this.. ), loves you for you, never tiring of either thin's ya do, nor any flaws or impurfections that may come with the pakage deal that is Aizu, after all, no one is purrfect :') heh, but just like ya, they too have feelings and needs of their own lol, don't forget