elli

im so fucked up idk if im gonna pass the tests. 

she triggered my depression. its bad, i know. i js love her sm

i love her sm and yet she does not appreciate it. all she does is apologize and do it again bcs she's a sensitive person 

im rlly losing my mind

i relapsed

distracting myself so i dont relapse. im so scared rn i rlly need someone to talk to but they're sleeping ig

im so scared im gonna relapse its 1 am everyone is sleeping rn

please don't relapse please don't 

im desperate for love. i let people treat me badly believing that one day they're going to change

why do these eyes of mine cry ?
          
          don't they know its the end of the world ? 
          
          it ended when you said “goodbye”.