ig_its_Zai

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"Where the fuck did you go?"
          	Why did you turn my birthdays to the worst days every year that you didn't show?

ig_its_Zai

          
          Make it a sweet, sweet goodbye
          It could be for the last time and it's not right.
          "Don't let yourself get in over your head, " he said.
          Alone and far from home I'll find you...
          
          Dead, like a candle you burned out;
          Spill the wax over the spaces left in place of angry words.
          Scream, to be heard, like you needed any more attention;
          Throw the bottle, break the door, and disappear.
          
          Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams,
          Waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."
          
          Forever's never seemed so long as when you're not around
          It's like a piece of me is missing.
          I could have learned so much from you but what's left now?
          Don't you realize you shot this family a world of pain?
          Can't you see there could have been a happy ending we let go?
          
          Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams,
          Waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."
          
          Sing me to sleep.
          Sing me to sleep.
          Sing me to sleep.
          Sing me to s...
          
          Sing me to sleep (You've taken so much with you...)
          I'll see you in my dreams, (But left the worst with me...),
          Waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."
          I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
          
          

Toastingmytoes

Can we talk ABT the importance of cats?!

Toastingmytoes

They are so cute and fwuffy 
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Toastingmytoes

Ok well I really love cats
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ig_its_Zai

Is it bad that I wanna take a blade to my skin so bad right now?...
          That I have a sister that dosent even care about me?....
          That I can't even deal with myself?....
          That I been starving myself for two days now?...

Dance_With_Death

 Look, been where you have been. Especially on the sister part. Except it was my brother who had fun beating me up every time my parents backs where turned. And seriously p.m me if you wanna talk or somethin
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Samara_munoz01

@xxcutsxxsummer take your feelings write them down tear them or burn them burn the paper. Think of no one and nothing ignore all outside distractions and clear your mind. 
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Samara_munoz01

@xxcutsxxsummer it's not. But don't. You feel alone because your sister isn't there. I know what that's like. When you feel alone and you'd rather die than be nothing. But don't. Put that same fake smile on until you belive it's real. Don't think it's fake think it's real no matter the hurt. Sorry I'm responding so late I've been sleeping to late at night and I've been waking up to late. Just know I may not be everyone but I care. I'm not everyone but I'm someone. 
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