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It's crazy today. Woke up at 5 am to see max's car broken.. So sad and the fact that it was one of P's first races is so sad. Happy for carlos tho he really deserves it. Hoped that lando got p2 but p3 is also good. Found it a bit sad that piastri had to switch with norris. Anyways after the race I went to bed again and my mom woke me up at 11.30 am so i slept pretty well. Just shoking of max. Russels crash was crazy tho we were speachless for a few secs. Hamiltons car also broke down idk found funny that one of the most rival drivers both cars broke.

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It's crazy today. Woke up at 5 am to see max's car broken.. So sad and the fact that it was one of P's first races is so sad. Happy for carlos tho he really deserves it. Hoped that lando got p2 but p3 is also good. Found it a bit sad that piastri had to switch with norris. Anyways after the race I went to bed again and my mom woke me up at 11.30 am so i slept pretty well. Just shoking of max. Russels crash was crazy tho we were speachless for a few secs. Hamiltons car also broke down idk found funny that one of the most rival drivers both cars broke.

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Hey ive been sick since Friday so I didn’t post sorry am I the only one who struggles with having to go to school when your better? Nah js me alr. So I was like this morning I don’t feel 100% but like 97% but then I feel like Agee hours later so bad that I’m like scared for that at school so Yh 

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Hey I’m sorry for not updating but I’m resting a bit because of my test week and Saturday I had my horseback riding lesson and it was really nice but chaotic my horse ran and jumped in the air and now my muscles are so sore and I have school tomorrow so I basically can’t walk then lol. I will update in 3 days for sure, maybe earlier tho. 

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I don’t want to kill myself I just want to kill my life. (School please stop test weeks because I’m so gonna mess up geography and I already messed up Dutch) y’all keep praying for me bc that’s my only hope for now. I worked my ass off today I hope I get good grades because otherwise I would go to a lower level because I’m done with this shit and can’t do more xx