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"we make these ridiculous idols so we can pray to what's behind them,
          but what happens after we get up the ladder? do we simply stare at what's horrible and forgive it?"

"there’s so much i want to tell you, ma. i was once foolish enough to believe knowledge would clarify, but some things are so gauzed behind layers of syntax and semantics, behind days and hours, names forgotten, salvaged and shed, that simply knowing the wound exists does nothing to reveal it."

j’ai écrit un poème sur ada du pdv de leon pour mon contrôle terminal de creative writing the straights are getting to me

"sometimes i feel like i’ve been building you a House out of my own bones. and still, you look at me with so much contempt and mistrust. YOU COMPLAIN BECAUSE THERE ARE GAPS IN THE ROOF OF MY RIBS, and you ask me to give more of myself to fill them. you want my hips to be the bowl you drink from. my shoulders, your bed. my arms, your walls. my legs, the very ground you stand on. you want your fill of my blood whenever you crave it. what more do you want from me?"

un jour mieko kawakami s'est réveillée et elle a décidé d'écrire "Before I was even born, I already had everything I needed to have a baby of my own. In some ways, I was even more prepared than I am now. Set up to give birth, before I was even born. This isn't just in books, though. It's happening now, as we speak, inside of me. I wish I could rip out all those parts of me, the parts already rushing to give birth. Why does it have to be like this?" et je n'ai jamais été la même depuis

Pov je sonne à ta porte alors que je suis en train de moisir à une vitesse fulgurante 
          

JVAIS VOIR MITSKI EN MAI HEHEHEHEHEHE

si y'a quatre ans on m'avait dit qu'à la fac je devrais étudier des lives de radiohead pour décrocher ma licence j'aurais moins eu envie de me buter

j'ai jamais autant ATTENDU une rentrée c'est fou, en même temps pk c'est le 18 on me force au chômage là
          en tous cas j'espère que ça c'est bien passé pour les quelques personnes qui liront cette annonce et qui sont encore scolarisés, n'oubliez jamais que les cours sont bcp plus fun quand vous y allez pour montrer vos outfits et faire des rencontres <333

In a west end town a dead end world, the east end boys and west girls
          In a west end town a dead end world, the east end boys and west en girls
          West end giiiiirls
          West end giiiiirls