itsSimplyRee

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Hi everyone!
          	I totally fell off the deep end again and disappeared from Wattpad but I have my reasons. 
          	These last 4 months I have been in and out of my first relationship and it was unhealthy. It was toxic and mentally/emotionally taxing on me. There were constant arguments, invalidation of my feelings, minimal communication (because according to him communication was not important) and there was so much stress, anxiety and many tears I ended up losing almost 10kgs just from the month and a half I was dating him and from the few weeks we spent trying to figure our stuff out, only for him to go and replace me with another girl within a week of us breaking up and leading me to believe we may end up back together (which was what I would have liked at the time). 
          	He won't ever admit it because he doesn't want to look like the bad guy, but he used, manipulated and pressured me into a lot of things, all while making me feel like shit about myself. I definitely lost myself in this relationship as I got so caught up in wanting my first relationship to work, but now I'm on a journey to try and find myself again. 
          	He somehow spun our entire relationship to his friends in a way that made me look abusive, toxic, manipulative and as if I had only used people and as a result I even lost some people who I thought cared about me along the way. 
          	It's been nearly 2 months since our breakup, almost a full 2 weeks since I heard from him or his friends, but I am still really struggling and find myself getting frustrated at how long it is taking me to let everything go and to move on because still caring about the whole situation so much is draining and exhausting. Especially since I know him and his friends don't care about me in the slightest anymore. 
          	So. I'm doing my best. I'm on a very slow road to recovery (I am now also in therapy) and just needed to let you guys know where I've been and what's been happening. 
          	I still love and cherish all of you. 
          	Thank you. 

cloudychameleon

@itsSimplyRee Absolutely, @Decoris_Vulnus. Take all the time you need - and don't rush :-)
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Vulpicula_vulpix

@itsSimplyRee Take all the time you need to heal, i love everything i've seen from you and am willing to wait for you to bring yourself into top shape, you should always take your health and happiness first! 
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itsSimplyRee

this message may be offensive
Hi everyone!
          I totally fell off the deep end again and disappeared from Wattpad but I have my reasons. 
          These last 4 months I have been in and out of my first relationship and it was unhealthy. It was toxic and mentally/emotionally taxing on me. There were constant arguments, invalidation of my feelings, minimal communication (because according to him communication was not important) and there was so much stress, anxiety and many tears I ended up losing almost 10kgs just from the month and a half I was dating him and from the few weeks we spent trying to figure our stuff out, only for him to go and replace me with another girl within a week of us breaking up and leading me to believe we may end up back together (which was what I would have liked at the time). 
          He won't ever admit it because he doesn't want to look like the bad guy, but he used, manipulated and pressured me into a lot of things, all while making me feel like shit about myself. I definitely lost myself in this relationship as I got so caught up in wanting my first relationship to work, but now I'm on a journey to try and find myself again. 
          He somehow spun our entire relationship to his friends in a way that made me look abusive, toxic, manipulative and as if I had only used people and as a result I even lost some people who I thought cared about me along the way. 
          It's been nearly 2 months since our breakup, almost a full 2 weeks since I heard from him or his friends, but I am still really struggling and find myself getting frustrated at how long it is taking me to let everything go and to move on because still caring about the whole situation so much is draining and exhausting. Especially since I know him and his friends don't care about me in the slightest anymore. 
          So. I'm doing my best. I'm on a very slow road to recovery (I am now also in therapy) and just needed to let you guys know where I've been and what's been happening. 
          I still love and cherish all of you. 
          Thank you. 

cloudychameleon

@itsSimplyRee Absolutely, @Decoris_Vulnus. Take all the time you need - and don't rush :-)
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Vulpicula_vulpix

@itsSimplyRee Take all the time you need to heal, i love everything i've seen from you and am willing to wait for you to bring yourself into top shape, you should always take your health and happiness first! 
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OathkeeperOblivion

@itsSimplyRee god I wish there was a better way to respond to these but YES!!! FINALLY, AN ACTUAL DATE!!!!! And the fact that this is supposed to wrap up this arc, just, aaaaAAAAAAAAAAH I'M SO EXCITED! I'M SO READY TO SEE HOW THINGS COME TOGETHER!!!!!!

itsSimplyRee

@OathkeeperOblivion So do I because it's confusing trying to keep up with replies when it's all out of order hahaha. BUT YES A DATE AND THE ARC IS GOING TO BE WRAPPED UP AND OH MY GOSH ALL THE TRAILERS OVER THE WEEKEND AAAAHHH!
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gabby_riri

@itsSimplyRee yes !!! 

gabby_riri

ugh why am i only now seeing this? yes that’s what i was referring to!!
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itsSimplyRee

@gabby_riri I can only ASSUME this is about Detroit: Become Human unless I've mix-matched with the wrong message and if that's the case I'M SORRY but please tell me it is about D:BH because I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE about it.
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itsSimplyRee

Hey guys. 
          
          I fell off the face of the Earth again, I apologise. Looks like old habits die hard, huh? 
          Things have been rough recently and my mental health took a dip again. Slowly trying to pick myself back up and put a genuine smile on my face once again. 
          
          I havent forgotten about the people who requested drabbles. They'll be coming soon. Im still planning out my old stories with hopefully new plots and better writing. 
          
          Please bear with me. I really am sorry. 

itsSimplyRee

@ElysianEloquist thanks so much, Liz. Your understanding and constant support really means a lot to me. I just feel as though I'm letting myself down as well as everyone else who supports me because I'm just so damn lazy and unmotivated when it comes to writing lately and I have no idea how to get back into it. 
            
            I want to write, to post, to share all of these ideas I have but I just can't find it within myself to do it? I don't know. It's all confusing.
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ElysianEloquist

Never feel the need to apologize for struggling and having a hard time. You are human, you need and deserve those breaks and reprieves where you recuperate. That's a fact, love. 
            
            So please, don't worry about all of us and focus on taking care of yourself more than anything. No one here is rushing you, we're all cheering you on, no matter what you're tackling. 
            
            So please. Take care of yourself, Ree c: And don't worry about us, we'll be waiting here when you're ready! 
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itsSimplyRee

Hey guys! 
          
          I wanna start getting some things published on this new account and I figured why not start with some drabbles? 
          
          If you would like a drabble with your best boy or girl, just respond to this message or message me privately requesting your best boy/girl and I will let you know if I can write for them or not. It can be KH based, FF based, Supernatural based, Walking Dead based, Maze Runner based etc. Just let me know! 
          
          I will only be writing one drabble per character so it's FIRST IN BEST DRESSED! I will also only be writing for the first 5-10 people who get back to me. SO BE QUICK!! 
          
          If you have any suggestions for the title of the new drabble book, please let me know. I'm a little stuck. :3 
          
          May the odds be ever in your favour. ;)

SummerCupcake

@itsSimplyRee Omg yay I'm so excited! Thanks so much ❤
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itsSimplyRee

@SummerCupcake our very first drabble request with our darling Vanitas! Sure thing! Keep an eye out for a Vanitas drabble coming soon. :3 
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SummerCupcake

@itsSimplyRee I would really love a drabble for Vanitas ❤ Um I'm not sure about a title haha  Maybe something silly like "The Love Doctor" idk lol 
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itsSimplyRee

Hello hello! 
          
          Making my first post on my new account and it's all very exciting. I feel like I've just joined Wattpad all over again and haven't been part of the Watty family for 5 or so years. 
          
          Still in the process of getting the new account set up, but thank you to everyone who has moved over from my old account to the new one. I've noticed a lot of familiar names and it means the world to me that you're still interested enough to follow me over here.  <3