Ugh, stupid stupid stupid writing block!! I swear, everything I write just sounds cringe or it's not my style and ugh! I hate this!!! Writing is what I do, it's who I am, it's what I want to be, it's what I'm known for, so why am I struggling so much??? Maybe I'm just in some "mood" and this'll go away, but this sucks. When im not writing I feel like im just wasting time, like I'm not doing anything valuable, and if I don't do valuable things, people won't care, and if people don't care then they'll forget about me. I can't be forgotten. That is my worst fear. Everything in my life that stresses me out or scares me can be led back to my fear of being forgotten. I'm trying really, really hard.