itzblossomsbitch

question!!
          
          what would you all like updated next?
          I’ll try my best to finish what you’d like to see done first!!

stayed up til 2 am BUT WE FINALLY GOT ANOTHER UPDATE (TuT)

Meow

I JUST CHECKED OUT YOUR INSTA OMGGGG HOW CAN SOMEONE BE THIS PRETTY щ⁠(⁠゜⁠ロ⁠゜⁠щ⁠) IM FLABBERGASTED 

Sorry this is random but why can I see Douma on Christmas with one of those nut crackers and then gathering everyone and asking if they want nuts and they say yes and then he just pulls down his pants and cracks one of his balls open 
          
          This keeps me up at night 

I’m so sorry about that 

today I woke up.
          today I got out of bed
          today I was driven to school.
          today the sky was a ashy gray.
          today I attended class.
          today I walked into algebra.
          today I sat down and heard the news.
          today I hugged my friend and stayed with her.
          today I made sure she was okay.
          today I remembered someone
          today I felt pain and regret.
          today I felt sorry.
          
          …today..I wished it was a different day.
          
          today I woke up
          today I got out of bed
          but she didn’t.
          
          I may not have known her as well as others, but she was an angel.
          she was living in a world that wasn’t kind.
          I only spoke to her a few times.
          I didn’t even know she was sick, or could remember her name.
          I did know that she was only in 8th grade.
          that she would never live into 9th.
          
          today, everyone cried.
          today, I comforted.
          today, I felt down.
          today, I said goodbye to madi in my thoughts.
          
          I wish her good fortune in the next world, and may her poor heart rest in peace.
          eternal and full.
          fly high angel.
          
          RIP Madi
          January 26th,
          2024
          

how do i have 218 followers.... i have a craving to either write, draw, or sing lately and it's been relieving. i've been clean for like 4-6 month now, so yippeee!!! ngl been really damn close to relapsing as of late but thats besides the point. i recently read all the kind and loving comments you guys gave me and i feel a warm balance in my heart. especially those that have uplifted me as a person on a personal level and those who have made me drift away and find a safe place. honestly, i've been thinking of writing something new for a change, or something i'd create myself. a guaranteed flunk, but i realized how much you guys actually care about me, and it almost makes me tear up. no matter how you feel about me right now, or if you just support me from a far, or super up close. you all make me feel so very happy, and i love each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart. idk what im doing with my life, and sometimes existing just doesn't feel worth it, but you guys remind me of how much life can give. if you reach for the stars, you wont ever hold them, theyre too big, but if you can even draw close, you can see how each of them are a sun, who can warm you and make you forget the darkness ever existed... sorry this is REALLY fucking lengthy of a message and i congratulate you if you made it this far, i just couldn't put into words how much i feel appreciated, and loved here. thank you, even if those two words will never be enough, its all i have, so i say them with purpose.
          
          thank you. <3

Hi- uh you still do that thing where you choke on a banana or- yeah cuz then we can meet up and I’ll record, k? Yah respond when you can :) also know that dude in the class that threw up on the table at lunch last year? Yeah he added me and sent me a vid of him eating chicken soup with Oreos- So disgusting ew- he then said he loved me (;o;) dafaq

“I know it won’t last, but I hope you can find the happiness you are seeking in your heart.”
          
          -????
          
          are you all ready for a new update? :>