iwannabe_alone

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iwannabe_alone

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I'm sorry, but I'm just going to go on a rant about some people. It's so dumb that I'm laughing yet I still feel pissed off.
          
          There is this friend and she has told something that I would not feel comfortable saying. And she told a dude that I don't want to speak with him anymore, which is true but it is my say on when and where I would talk to him about that. She has also told another person my sexuality and I didn't care since I already trusted the person, but I just had this sign of: frig. this is a red flag isn't it. But it's so dumb that I applaud her for finally telling but the dude is so butthurt that I'm still pissed and just tired. There are already some other issues that I just felt even worse and started crying to bed yesterday and decided today would be a day for myself to realx and be sick in my room. But being that this girl won't admit fully to her mistake and the dude being so overdramatic that keeps texting me makes me want to just shut eveything down and miss school next week just for the sake of it. You know, just go missing for a week to relax for once. And just now I realized this is so stupid. It's so stupid that I'm wasting time on this. It's so dumb that she won't admit to her mistake of telling someone even tho I specified her to not. It's so dumb how this dude is being so overdramatic. And it's so dumb I'm pissed off about this that I don't even know what to do anymore.

kaixinbu

@iwannabe_alone that friend is poisonous ☠️ yes imma hug when i see u tomm!!
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iwannabe_alone

@colaccinos n o. I need a hugggggg <3
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iwannabe_alone

I felt so tired today. I want to go cry and roll over and scream and do whatever or just ignore everything and go hang out with friends or something. I just want to be left alone and just let everyone ignore me so I can have time to myself after such a stressful week of report cards, rehearsals, and tests and late nights at school because of parent-teacher conferences. 
          
          But because I'm auditioning today I'm waking up early. I just want to push everyone away. I'm probably just going to go to the big park in the city and cry there in the presence of strangers.

kaixinbu