jacksepticeyee

Happy 17th birthday to me :)

jacksepticeyee

January 23, 2015 I lost a very good friend of mine, Devon, to suicide. March 24, 2015 I lost my Uncle PJ, not to suicide but it was still really hard on me since I was so close to him. September 18th, 2015 I lost Daniel Kyre, a very big inspiration to me(and to many many others, I'm not saying it's just MY lost, it's not. It's everyone's lost). September 23, 1998 I lost my big brother(that was also his birthday, he was a miscarriage). October 29, 2009 I lost my Aunt Phyllis to cancer who was my best friend. I have lost many many many important people in my life, all of their anniversaries coming up soon. I shouldn't have been crying as hard as I was last night. I was having an anxiety attack, I couldn't breath, I was shaking, I needed someone to hold me or to talk to me. This year is the worst year of my life, and I just want this year to be gone. I still think this is a nightmare and I can't wake up but I'm starting to realize it's real. 
          -Abbi

jacksepticeyee

@UtuberzRock thank you :) and yes, I know people still have my stories in their library even though I deleted, so do I. But you cannot actually read them, at least I can't. 
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UtuberzRock

@jacksepticeyee hey, I know its hard but you have to keep your head up. I've lost a lot of people too, Daniel was one. I miss them all but we have to keep our heads up! plus even though you deleted your books i still have them in my library. is that weird?
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