jazwritesawfully

Yknow, I've just had a thought. It's 1am and I think to myself, Sirius's middle name is Orion. His surname is Black. 
          	
          	Initials = S.O.B.
          	
          	Son of a bi***
          	
          	I just knew he loved that comparison especially because of what his mother was like lmfao 

jazwritesawfully

@stvrlvght omg you're right how did I not see the dog connection jdjdj
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stvrlvght

all the constellations aligned to let this happen
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stvrlvght

also his animagus being a dog >>
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jazwritesawfully

Yknow, I've just had a thought. It's 1am and I think to myself, Sirius's middle name is Orion. His surname is Black. 
          
          Initials = S.O.B.
          
          Son of a bi***
          
          I just knew he loved that comparison especially because of what his mother was like lmfao 

jazwritesawfully

@stvrlvght omg you're right how did I not see the dog connection jdjdj
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stvrlvght

all the constellations aligned to let this happen
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stvrlvght

also his animagus being a dog >>
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jazwritesawfully

For some reason a lot of my works have been pretty popular lately and seeing the comments or likes makes me wanna puke because I was like, 13/14/15 years old and it's all SUPER CRINGEY and makes me die inside (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

jazwritesawfully

Is the booktok people printing and binding fanfiction for profit terrifying anyone else? I don't want the awesome websites taken down or anything and even worse, I don't want authors to rescind their works but I know they may have to (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

stvrlvght

@jazwritesawfully i knowwwww it's so weird and awful
            I've seen people bind dramione fanfics online -_-
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jazwritesawfully

@stvrlvght yeah! And what's worse is that it's not *their* work and they were just good at binding and realised they could make a profit and suddenly everyone wants it but ofc don't know how to bind so they purchase it via other people and ugh it gets me so mad. 
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stvrlvght

@jazwritesawfully ugh i know that happens and it's so weird!!! it's fan fiction for a reason. people just print it cuz well they just have too much of an urge to be a 'published' author
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jazwritesawfully

Just found my 13th reason 
          
          I just had to stop reading this fic rn, unexpected pregnancy, miscarriage but it wasn't actually a miscarriage in the end, teenage pregnancy, one of the main pairing is on their period and their partner takes care of them sexually with their fingers AND THEN SUCKS THEM CLEAN
          
          W H Y 

jazwritesawfully

@IEatRocksYay and none of that was in the tags too ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽
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IEatRocksYay

@ jazwritesawfully  aaand that is how i lose my faith in humanity (⁠눈⁠‸⁠눈⁠)
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jazwritesawfully

this message may be offensive
A little bit of angst cos I felt like it. #Merthur
          
          
          "It hurts. It hurt so, so much. He's gone. 
          
          
          My other half. 
          
          
          My other side of the coin.
          
          
          My King. 
          
          
          My Soulmate. 
          
          
          I can't follow him. Why, Goddess, why can I not follow him? Haven't I paid enough? Haven't I done enough to warrant peace by his side? For the rest of eternity? 
          
          
          Why must you punish me so? Why must you take away my purpose? My Love? My reason to LIVE?! 
          
          
          Give him back! Give him back to me or take me to him! Please!! I beg you! 
          
          
          I need him. Please. 
          
          
          
          Just, why?"
          
          
          *Breaks down OMFG I'm still sobbing ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽ *
          
          I love Merlin sm. I love Arthur sm. WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIE. (Ignore my ramblings of despair, I have spent the last 25 minutes crying over an edit of Arthur's death and yeah, I am gonna go jump off a bridge fuck.) 
          
          

jazwritesawfully

Guys is AO3 down for maintenance or am I going crazy