jeansmuts

hey guys, I am looking for a book and please help me find it! 
          
          yn was a college student and she starts dating jk, he was the best friend of her older brother I think?? and they have a great relationship but yn didn't know that he was a drug dealer/gang member. later yn is forced to drug and "sleep" with the enemy to bring out secrets but she doesn't sleep with him cuz she just drugs him and that was enough. later when she leaves the house jk gets angry as to why she slept with him(yn was lying that they had sex) and jk forces her and they end up having sex on the sidewalk. and later in the book jk is arrested I think. 
          there was also a scene where yn was putting eyeshadow/makeup on him in the dorm room so yea. 
          
          there are 2 parts of this book i think and i can't seem to remember the title nor find the book. 
          PLS HELP ME FIND IT!! 

I just found you on here and I’m about to read your books. I’ve only heard good things about it so I’m very excited. 
          I’ve lost my sister recently so whoever is in charge of this account now, I know that the pain you must be feeling is unreal. I’ve never experienced such pain before and I don’t think there’s anything more painful. I feel absolutely devastated and alone. 
          Even tho it’s almost been three years since her passing, there’s still an empty spot in your heart. Losing a person you’ve loved and adored is a different type of pain and sadness. 
          You are missed by many people. Many hearts broke duo your passing. 
          May you rest in peace angel. I hope you’re writing up there. 
          Lilli

Today I wasn’t randomly thinking about my favorite Wattpad books and it took me back to the very first book I read on this platform which was actually one of yours. I was scrolling through your library and I began to recognize so many of your books but some were still incomplete. When I checked the date for when it was last updated I knew something was off so I came to this conversation and read many posts and I realized that you left us :’( 
          
          Author, I don’t even know you personally but I have such precious memories attached to your writing and surprising I broke down into tears when finding out this news. It’s hard to accept that you’re no longer here nor will you ever be again. Your books were so unique and there was never a chapter where I got bored. When I read them, I felt like I was a part of it and I was watching every scene in my head. You’re one of the reasons why I started to love reading again! I thank you for that and I love you for that. 
          
          You’ll never be forgotten by me and I hope wherever you are, you’ll be at peace. Thank you for sharing your talent with me in this life and introducing me to a whole new world beyond my imagination. Rest in peace, sweetie. You’ll be missed a lot and still I’ll continue to wait for the next chapter of your books :)

Wait how did she died?

Rest in piece author...I think of you from time to time and wonder about how beautiful the unfinished stories would be if u lived...my heart aches for u...hope you're having a good time in heaven...love u

this broke my heart, i didn’t know the author passed. My first story i’ve read was from her. May she rest in peace 

   
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/334739710?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=parkjimin_139&wp_originator=eFMh63wwl3G%2FHwFadC4bKYFhVhPMbbP3Lx4xtlStrnwo0bCGupEGRB6uCYyfs89H5Cv54FVmAyOgTky%2FytWlyi2U8zAelCH8F6IRb7gFkmB3tPtqarckGs6%2Bl8aJ29y2

omg...i didn't know that you already left this hellhole:< , i hope you may rest in peace author. your stories are definitely impressive, you were once my favorite but sadly i had to leave socmed for awhile, but again i hope you rest in peace ♡

Rest in peace author ♡ hope you find peace and love 

We miss you authornim, I hope you find your peace, you're readers, read your books again and again and I hope that makes you more happy. We are so proud of you to make this story so incredible...