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Part 2 
          
          2 mouths pasted by we would walk to school everyday together. We got phone numbers and soon became best friends.
          
          I wanted more and soon I started having feelings for him. Brushing his golden brown hair out of his face and biting his lip made my tummy buzz. Why was he so gorgeous yet so effortlessly. 
          
          We became so close. We watched films , penny boarding, Starbucks,and dogs.
          
          It came crashing down on me. He came into school. Not with me. He stopped texting me. He was texting another girl. Why I said. Well I'm not good enough and I don't blame him. My thin lifeless body. Limp hair. Pale skin. I was kidding my self. I ran into the girls toilets as I felt tears warm in my eyes. I slam the cubical door and cry... And cry and...cry leaning on the cold tiled wall and taking deep breaths I gained composure eventually " he is a stupid boy I never had a chance with just get over him" 
          
          I walked in class and tried to smile. I saw will sitting with his "girlfriend" my throat burned as I felt my tummy turn I waved at the teacher gagging and ran to the toilet. I felt so weak but I dragged myself to the front office and got a pass home. 
          
          I texted will no reply. I texted him again. No reply. I teared up but smiled. " chin up Hun you don't need him" my sister said. She clearly new I liked him a lot more than it seemed. I bit my lip and wondered upstairs.