joyridingpsychic

i know im sounding pretty emo and cringey right now, but i seriously hate myself right now. i dont like me. im a terrible person and im so emotional about everything and it sucks.

joyridingpsychic

rant: im sad af and idk anymore and my dad tells me that its because i dont go outside as much as i used to as a kid. but i dont see him going outside, at all. literally he just plays video games and that's it. and my only friend that's helping me is andy. she is the only one that talks to me anymore really. i mean other people do too, but she's the only one who cares. i'm just ready to go to school so im distracted. i can be productive. idk my life is just messed up and im barely keeping up with myself. k done