i find it a bit funny that ive been the last of all my friends, new and very, very old, to say goodbye to this app. over time, ive left, and came back, and left, and came back, and i never really felt okay enough to let go.
im glad i had this stage in my life, and im glad i made all the friends that i did. now i find it a bit crazy to look back at how unhinged and weird i was, this account watched me grow up. i was 10 when i first logged on, and now im 18, getting ready for nursing school, about to graduate, and ready to move on from here.
today im greatful for everything that happened to me here, for all the friends i had, all the problems i caused, and for being a "problematic" niche internet micro celebrity. for nathan, yumi, nizar, stan, "nonamednerd", and every single person in the hermittpad and mcyt community that i ever met. i know you guys won't see this, i just hope youre all okay.
and i hope anyone that sees this, knows that im okay. im happy and im doing good things with myself, and proud of where im going and what im turning into
i won't be coming back for real this time. i loved you all, and you'll always have a place in my heart, and i hope the world treats you well, because you deserve it, and you can do good things.
bye bye everybody o7
