kingpaname

i’m finally logging back into this account with a heavy conscience. knowing that i’ve abandoned this account and my stories after repeated promises of not is something i’m far from proud of. i feel ashamed of that, and extremely apologetic. 
          	i don’t come bearing good news. i’ve completely lost interest in the twins at this point, and am in no way motivated to write about them anymore. i still follow them passively and wish them well, i have good feelings towards them, but i am no longer actively supporting them or invested in their lives or activities. because of this, i won’t be continuing any of my stories. not even León.
          	it really hurts me to say that but is a relief as well. León is my pride and joy, i am so proud of what i’ve done with it and how much i’ve put into it. i really see it as proof of my improvement in my writing. but i am not longer invested in the story, not enough to justify spending hours writing dispassionately about it. if i were to continue it, i would want to continue it with interest, that way i put out respectable work. decent writing is what my readers deserve, and anything less i’m just not willing to put out. but i know i wouldn’t be able to write anything of quality (to my own standards) with the lack of motivation.

MsFord23

@kingpaname all the best and thank you for the hours of reading bliss. 
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failraiser

@kingpaname sorry to see you go, but I hope you are well and remain that way. You are an EXCELLENT writer! Glad I caught ya when you were active.  Take care of yourself 
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ShantalleLolagne

@kingpaname it's ok love please take care of yourself and I wish you all the best, in everything you do love joy and all the blessings you deserve. You will be sorely missed, take care love ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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nexplicito

Good to see that you’re good, and it’s understandable losing interest for them after so long, I’m definitely in the same boat. Do you think you’ll start writing stories of your preferences that isn’t the twins or am I grasping for air? 

kingpaname

i’m finally logging back into this account with a heavy conscience. knowing that i’ve abandoned this account and my stories after repeated promises of not is something i’m far from proud of. i feel ashamed of that, and extremely apologetic. 
          i don’t come bearing good news. i’ve completely lost interest in the twins at this point, and am in no way motivated to write about them anymore. i still follow them passively and wish them well, i have good feelings towards them, but i am no longer actively supporting them or invested in their lives or activities. because of this, i won’t be continuing any of my stories. not even León.
          it really hurts me to say that but is a relief as well. León is my pride and joy, i am so proud of what i’ve done with it and how much i’ve put into it. i really see it as proof of my improvement in my writing. but i am not longer invested in the story, not enough to justify spending hours writing dispassionately about it. if i were to continue it, i would want to continue it with interest, that way i put out respectable work. decent writing is what my readers deserve, and anything less i’m just not willing to put out. but i know i wouldn’t be able to write anything of quality (to my own standards) with the lack of motivation.

MsFord23

@kingpaname all the best and thank you for the hours of reading bliss. 
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failraiser

@kingpaname sorry to see you go, but I hope you are well and remain that way. You are an EXCELLENT writer! Glad I caught ya when you were active.  Take care of yourself 
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ShantalleLolagne

@kingpaname it's ok love please take care of yourself and I wish you all the best, in everything you do love joy and all the blessings you deserve. You will be sorely missed, take care love ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Fai_LT_

Missing you.. ❤️
          
          And guess who just read Alpha for the 10(100) times T-T 
          
          Still my fave. still on the highest pedestal.. you were in the perfect mental space when you wrote it! And tbh ain’t no other book can dethrone it for me. 
          
          Hope you’re doing well and imma regularly check for updates. Love you.♥️

mimzy1124

Kingpaname, you’ve been missed, and you’re in good company.  I believe I’m suffering from the same dent in my mental health.  It has been affecting my writing as well.  My efforts to finish my current book for similar reasons has delayed that effort when before, the words flowed like Niagara Falls.  This isn’t writer’s block.  Personally, I’m shocked and saddened by the borage of negativity we’ve been subjected to for months.  The sadness is debilitating.  We all welcome your return when it comes.  Feel and be better  ❤️❤️❤️

tonig73

@mimzy1124  As in the past, hoping to learn lessons as everyday rediculousness unfolds, one can only hope.  "Those who do not learn from history, are destined to repeat it"  <3
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mimzy1124

@tonig73, you are one of several reasons why I love our WattPad family and that is the wonderful supportiveness we have for each other.  I welcome that support in these horrific times.  You are absolutely right.  It isn’t writer’s block but rather IS a soul deep kind of sadness for a nation we’ve come to barely recognize.  My peace is that eventually our sadness will go away, some joy will return along with some semblance of the life we once knew...except hopefully, well be way, way smarter from the experiences. 
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tonig73

@mimzy1124  You're right, it isn't writers block .... it's a .... sadness, and we're all becoming affected by it.  It affects everything in our lives, and especially our writing.  We want it to be the best we can produce, and I think we feel it won't be.  @kingpaname Don't even worry, I can only echo everything that everyone has already said.  And mimzy, please don't feel pressured to produce what you might feel is not what you want just because people are waiting.  We all know how it goes.  Everyone, just take self care, we'll all still be here to help and lift one another.  LOVE my Watty family ..... <3
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