Envy

Been a while, but I've been in therapy and have recently learned I'm very likely autistic, getting tested soon so I can get the necessary accommodations in school.

Ik I've been gone for ages, and I might not come back, maybe I will, I'm not sure
          
          But I do have an Instagram now, I just post art there if you're interested 
          
          It's @kinkajou05 
          
          Same as this one, if you want to follow it to see my more recent art, go ahead, if not, whatever
          
          I've missed you guys

Hiiiiii, I just wanted to say I missed you

Ok what the actual fuck. Genderfluid pride day is on April 6th and has been since 2017. Recognize that date? 
          
          International asexuality day. That was created this fucking year.
          
          I understand y'all need your day, but you do not get to fucking steal mine. That is complete utter bullshit.
          
          I had been so excited when I learned I had a day of recognition, but now that recognition is gone because some idiot didn't do any research and see if any other gender or sexuality had a pride day on that day.
          
          I understand entirely that you need representation, recognition, but so do I and you took that recognition away from us genderfluid people, we're both working so hard to get recognition, and we both deserve it, but now all I get when I tell my friends about genderfluid pride day is "That's International asexuality day" 
          
          I cannot accept this, my day was stolen from me and now the genderfluid community has to find a new day because of it.
          
          I'm sorry, I know I sound selfish, I know you need representation, I know you need recognition, I know you need this day, but I need genderfluid pride day too.

Dysphoria is being a bitch Holy fuck this sucks
          
          Allow me to perish

I have now stained a carpet with blood, I didn't think I'd be that stupid.
          
          For the record I didn't kill anyone or hurt myself, please do not report me.

Humans for some reason: what if we put wheels....on shoes?
          Everyone else: yes. Good idea.

Unpopular opinion: dunkin' donuts is the fucking worst
          Their donuts are powdered sugar flavored shit and their coffee is bitter water with a splash of milk.
          
          Honestly if you like dunkin' donuts you have no fucking taste because every menu item they have is absolute trash, Americans have no taste, and I'm an American.
          
          I'll take voodoo donuts over dunkin' any day.

So now I've also started using fae/faer pronouns sometimes.
          
          Also please don't try to invalidate that, I had a really hard time last night feeling like my gender identity was valid and I don't want to go through it again

Warning: mature theme ahead 
          Hey I'm just saying for those who don't know, tops/doms should be allowed to use safewords as well, not just bottoms/subs. Consent goes both ways and if neither party is good with what's going down, that safeword is there to be used by either.
          
          Yes I had to learn this the hard way, I don't want anyone else to have to learn it the same way I did.
          
          Just make sure everyone is consenting and enjoying themselves and you're basically good.